He left, *sigh* he do that over and over. He always left me after having sex. Aish, When will he notice my love? When will he notice not just my body? He just care about my body, but he don't give a damn for me, for my whole self.
At this moment, I'm staring at the ceiling reminiscing the time how he got my virginity.
He is actually my first, almost all.
My first bestfriend, first crush, first kiss, first sex and now my first love.
But Love is strictly not allowed on our contract.
Everytime we have sex, I silently whispering 'I love you', and hoping for him to hear, i don't want this whole mess to stop. I don't want him to hate me for that.
'Highschool. Highschool when he got my virginty. We're bestfriends since elementary, but when he got friends with his gangmates he changed. A lot. He hungers for sex, and he even avoided me.
That time, i tried to understand him. He just want to respect me.
But one day, he came to me and drag me in the stock room.
He kissed my neck aggressively. I was puzzled why is he doing this to me.
But then he ripped off all my clothes. I tried to fight against him but I can't do and say anything but moan under his touches. I'm loving it.
He carried me and pinned me on the wall.
He remove all of his clothes. And rubbed his length on my womanhood, making me damp. small groans came out of my mouth, shit! he is driving me crazy.
I want to stop him, but I can't my body is too weak.
"Fuck!" i uttered when he suddenly pushed it inside me. He is massive.
All i thought he have a respect on me? Why did he... "ughhhh hnnnng" i groaned as he thrust in me vigorously.
I tried to endure the pain but i can't. He is unstoppable, fuck i think he is on drug.
But little by little, pleasure came. Until he thrust faster that i can't even control my moans. He is wild. "Fuck i can't ughh hmmm n-near"
As i was near he remove his manhood and cum on my abdomen, and i cummed next to him.
"I'm s-sorry" he uttered and gave me clothes to wear, i don't know where it came from but i still thanked him.
And thats when he got my virginity.
The next day he came to me and said why he did that, he said he was drugged by his gangmates and I'm the first person he saw when he got out, he confessed that he want to stop himself but the drug really pushed him to do that thing.
But for me, I'm still happy that it's my bestfriend who got my virginity.
After that incident we still remain bestfriends.
