Dont give up e.d

T W E N T Y - O N E

"So we can put the tables there and around the dance floor, oh and for the bar I want red lights instead of blue for the lights glowing against it. Wouldn't that be cute kara?"

"I don't want to get hurt again but I can't help my self from missing hi-"

"Kara!"

My head snaps to my mom as she asks for my opinion

"Huh? Oh uh yeah that'd be cute"

I give a quick smile and we continue on with the plaza tour

"I want a big cake for sure, can we have a big cake?" My mom begs gripping graigs shoulders proceeding to jump up and down

I huff and roll my eyes

This is ridiculous. ALL of this is fucking ridiculous seeing her planning a wedding with another man makes me sick. Even though I said I accepted it, I don't. He will never have the power to be as good as my dad

"Since the theme is red and white, Kara you'll be wearing a custom made gown its beautiful honey it's being tailored right no-"

"Where are you getting all of this money before you couldn't even afford a fucking heroine needle" I spit putting all my weight to my right hip

Her face goes bright pink in embarrassment and she glares at me

"Kara please! Watch your language, can't you be at least a little more behaved on this special day?"

"I don't want to wear a fucking gown isn't that for the bride" I ask fiddling with my fingers with uninterest

"Again kara language. And I want people to see how beautiful you are the gown is gorgeous. But I guess I shouldn't even have to tell you because you're wearing it. I don't care what you say."

I roll my eyes and we continue with the tour

This'll be a long week

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"You're really going to ask Ethan to go?" Madison asks gripping the steering wheel

I bite my lip and try to think of a way to reply with out them blowing up on me

"Well it's more like I'm just telling him about it, I'm making an offer"

Kelsey rolls her eyes

"Kara what the fuck, you guys fight like a married couple but then you say 'I miss him so much, oh god I can't handle being without him!' C'mon kar he cheated on you do you really want to take the ris-"

My stomach tightens as she bring it up

"Don't bring that up kels we're not even together we're friends."  I say looking out the car window

"Yeah friends who make out" Madison ads

I chuckle and run my hands through my dark hair

"You're to much Kara just be careful ok?" Kelsey ads patting my shoulder as we pull into the parking lot

"Gotcha boss" I say winking and getting out of the car

We walk into the tailor shop and they stay back as I walk to the desk 

"For Campbell" I say giving the old woman a smile

She scoffs and rolls her eyes pushing her glasses to the bridge of her nose

"What the fuck" laugh turning to the girls

They shrug and give confused looks

"What great costumer servic-"