so much depression I'm having......

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I don't understand anymore......I don't know what to do......I can't stop this.....I can't do this anymore....I can't handle this much bulling to Kayco......I can't do anything to stop it.......all we wanted is happiness and freedom.......but life only give us cruelty......I don't like god anymore......he is turning against me......I can't move on.....I'm just trying not to cry.....but I already did.....I can't handle this anymore...!! I CAN'T HANDLE ANYMORE THIS!!! KAYCO SHOULDN'T BE TREATED LIKE THIS!!!! I SHOULD BE THE ONE HAVING EVERYONE TAKE THEIR RAGE ON, BUT NO!! IT HAS TO BE ON KAYCO!!! WHY SHOULD SHE BE TREATED LIKE THIS!!?! I DON'T GET IT ANYMORE!!!! Just kill me....there isn't anyone to protect her....I can't do anything to stop it.....I just make things worst just by getting involved in things......I don't know what to do......someone.....just kill me......I can't take this anymore........Life is just being cruel to us....I can't even think of anything.....I can't do anything......I just want someone to kill him.....I can't stop him......I don't wanna continue Life with her.... Depression has been really stressful on me.....I don't know what to expect from everyone...... Please.....I don't even know if I should even be living in this cruel world.....I've been bullied many times......I just deal with it, but when it comes to Kayco......I just protect her....But in real life.... I'm useless....I feel dull and numb......I don't know anything anymore......please help me and Kayco get our happy lives back........my hands feel hurting and my arms and wrists wants to feel pain......I don't know why.....I feel like depression is an addiction to me....cause I always get sad.....I can't handle Life doing this anymore........

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