"Guys, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have worried you like that, I shouldn't have tried that."
"Kei, don't get down on yourself like that." Oli spoke. "I know what it feels like, to hate your life, and yourself that much. I'm really glad you made it, we all are. Just, please promise you'll never try again."
"I-I promise, Oli."
"Kei! Once you guys get here, I have a surpise for you, okay?" Alan said, swiping the phone from Oli.
I chuckled and wiped away my tears. "I look forward to it."
"Here, hand me the phone." I heard Kellin mutter. "Kei? So how do you feel?"
"I feel okay. I'm a bit drowsy, and Ash tells me that I'm basically being babied for the rest of tour, but I guess that's okay. I'm really glad you all care so much, I really am. Speaking of, where's Matty? I sent him a message, too, does he know I'm okay?"
"He knows, he's playing a show right now. He said he'd call you once he was done."
"Okay." I looked over as a nurse came in. "Well, another nurse is here, so I guess I should hang up. I love you guys, I can't wait to see you again. Thanks for the call."
They all said goodbye, and I hung up and looked at the nurse. "Okay, so Mr. Purdy here tells me he's run you through what's going to happen? He's going to be in charge of your anxiety and sleeping medicine from now on, and we highly recommend that when you're done with this trip, you be admitted to a mental hospital for at least a month."
My eyes widened at the nurse's words. Ash had never mentioned a mental hospital! "Uh, y-yeah, o-of course." I stuttered.
"Good. Grab your clothes, and you're free to go." I nodded and Tony handed me my clothes. I quickly got dressed, and soon I was on the Black Veil Brides bus, on the way back to warped tour.
"Ash! You never told me anything about a mental hospital!!" I yelled.
"Woah, woah, I have very good reason for not telling you! I'm not sending you there. Screw that shit, you don't need it. If you're willing to get better, then maybe a therapist would do, but I'm not sending you there. Those places make me uncomfortable, and no friend of mine is going through that." He explained.
"Oh. Well, good. Because I'm really actually terrified of mental hospitals.." I let out a nervous chuckle. "So, when do we get back to warped tour?"
"We have the rest of the week to catch up to them, so basically, you're relaxing all week." Andy explained.
"Cool. Oh, where's my phone?" I asked. Jinxx took it out of his pocket and handed it to me. "Thanks." I looked through to make sure nothing was new, and soon got a call from Matty.
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One week may seem like a nice time to relax, but it's boring as fuck. I wasn't allowed on twitter because of hate, and I was never out of someone's sight. I didn't leave my bunk much, but someone was always near it. It made me a week clean of cutting, and that should be good, but I wanted to cut so bad.
We finally pulled up to the venue where everyone was, and the guys had a show to play, while Pierce the Veil had a few interviews and photoshoots, so Tony was going to take me over to hang out with OM&M since they had about two hours off. I wasn't allowed to do merch until the next site either.
"So how are you feeling?" Tony asked.
"I'm okay. I feel really crowded, but I guess that's good for me." I replied glumly.
"I'm sorry that they're so protective. I guess they're just worried. I am, too. Do you know how scared we were?"
I lowered my head. "Yeah, I know.."
Chapter 16
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