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Part 2 (Flash Back

My whole life changed the summer I turned 12.. My dad is an acoholic & my mom was never around much. I had no one but me, soon my dad started hitting me when he got really drunk. On a rainy sat night I went downstairs & saw my dad & some of his buddies playing poker. (Italians get very agressive). "hey mia, get your ass over here" he spoke wit a Italian accent. "yea dad?" I asked quietly. "uh my friend mike here wants you to go play with his son chris, be a good girl & do it for daddy" he shoved me to mike. I looked up & saw a big man wit dark eyes grinning down on me, he slipped my dad a roll of money & shoved me outside. I started crying.. "where are we going?" I asked. "My house, now shut up" he fussed. It wasn't long before we got there, & before I could get out the car Chris,was covering my face & dragging me to his room. He threw me on the bed & started raping me. All I could do was cry & scream "why?" He laughed & went harder. I didn't know why this happend to me!

"Mia! Get down here" my dad yelled. "Okay!" I climbed out of bed, got dressed for school then headed downstairs. I started cooking him breakfast. "Where's mom?" "Out like always". My dad can be okay when he's not shitfaced-drunk. "Uh mia, Vinny keeps asking about you" "he's a creep." I said & served his food. "You should be happy a guy likes you!" He grumped then started eating. Guys do like me I thought. Only they don't wana date me, they just want sex. Which is all I've ever known. & Vinnt is the only exception. I will not touch that boy. He's so creepy. I caught him spying on me in the girls locker room. Can you say eww! "He's a nice boy, double date him" "fine dad" I got up & threw my dish in the sink. "See ya!" I called heading to the door. I got into my car & thought maybe I should give Vinny a chance, it'd be really fun to tease him. I giggled to myself then backed out the driveway.