Chapter 1: loneliness

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I was single because me and my ex Melody broke up. I was extremely devastated. I cried every night and I just hated myself for it. I knew all of it was because of me and I'd never meet another girl as awesome as her. The following month resulted in self harm,nightmares, suicidal thoughts, hallucinations and depression. If I was less of an ass then maybe I could've kept her around. I just wanted to disappear forever. I wanted to fade away from existence.

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