I have been afraid of lightning and thunders
Well I still am
But nothing else can be done
For this thing that haunts me
Is what keeps my feet firm
To stand on this jagged ground
I learned to stood up and move forward
Wishing the lightning and thunders won't stop
Following the light and sound emanated by this fear of mine
For it is my only choice and only chance and only hope
I traveled this unending journey called calvary
No matter how I run
I'm still caught up, I cannot be free
This lie that I've been holding on to for so long
Is slowly becoming real
And it's swallowing me, my soul, my whole being
The rain had stopped
With it my hope faded fast as a snap
It seems that I'm losing my way
I arrived at such an unfamiliar place
A place consumed by darkness and silence
By now it is I against this unbeatable temptation
I tell you it cannot be washed away
Even by the boiling waters of hell itself
Conscience betrayed me
As I did what I wanted truly
I tried leaping of the ground
With this new found wings of mine
But sadly the rain came back
The lightnings and thunders as well
On my back comes a crack
I was, I guess I became an angel
But it's figured those black wings isn't for one
I awoke but there's no difference
For this place I live in
Is full of lightning and thunders
My fears that keeps me going.
