Screaming loud (rove)

Chapter 12

A few days later

Doves POV

"So is Ryan gonna come visit" Sofia asked as we're getting our makeup done, we have dress rehearsal today and I'm super pumped. Well I was, till Sof brought Ryan up.

"Sof, I ended it" I whispered as my make up artist applied my make up

"Clo I'm sorry" she says, I just shrug not wanting to talk about it. The wig was put on and I was helped into my Mal costume, Ryan and I haven't told our fans yet. About the breakup, I don't really want anyone to know yet.

I looked in the mirror, I should dye my hair purple. I mean I've always wanted to, I sigh I miss Ryan. So much, how am I meant to get over him

A Month later

I've been stalking Ryan, on Twitter, Instagram and snapchat. His been acting happy, but I know in his eyes his not.

I'm waiting around waiting for filming, so I texted Ryan. Asking when we where telling our fans, I sigh when he texts back a simple I'll do it now.

Our fans have been going crazy because Ryan had unfollowed me on Twitter and Instagram, so we needed to tell them.

It's making it worse tho when I see the #saverove hashtag, because I mean I know our fans care but at the moment I don't want to see it.

I know it's been a month but it still hurts, I don't sleep. I act happy but I'm not, I still miss Ryan so much. Sof had been here for me tho, a lot, I know she cares and we've been having movie nights.