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"Happiness is overrated anyway" I whisper as the blade drug across my wrists yet again. "Freak." "Slut." "Worthless." The voices repeat in my head, over and over, never ending. my tears fall uncontrollably and my vision becomes blurry. After I'm satisfied with the amount of my blood covering my bathroom floor I stop cutting and watch the water turn red and run down the drain.. Even the water leaves me. "I wrap my wrists and stand up catching a glimpse of myself in the mirror. "No one will ever care about you or love you." I whisper at the creature staring back at the empty shell of a person. "No one cares." I let a few more tears fall. I fall onto my bed without dinner yet again. If this doesn't get better, my life I mean, in a year, 365 days to be exact, I'm giving up. Life isn't worth living if all you do is cry and watch yourself bleed. Dying more and more inside every second. This isn't worth it. For the third time this week I cry myself to sleep to dream of the better life I'm never gonna have.
Welcome to my life.
The life of a teenage fuckup.
-Elowyn Grey.
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Teenage Fuckup (Luke Hemmings AU)
FanfictionShe hides her problems with a smile. A smile is all it takes to hide her world of hurt and despair. The only person that makes an attempt to see past her smile is the one she hates the most. That she is Elowyn Grey. Elowyn hates herself. Elowyn hate...
