"Wait I'm confused" Matt spoke up from next to me causing me to groan
"When aren't you confused?" I questioned exasperated throwing my head back to rest on his shoulder
"So is Nick a zombie now?"
I rolled my eyes before responding to his comment "yep pretty much"
"Wow that makes no sense"
I resisted the urge to slap him, that comment did not warrant any response from me and went back to watching the TV the title sequence to Grimm lighting up the screen. I didn't pay much attention to what was playing out on screen as it made me slightly uncomfortable watching myself act and instead I paid attention to Matt's face watching how his facial expressions gave away his reaction to whatever was happening on screen, it was interesting to watch like watching the show with a fresh pair of eyes as Matt saw experienced Grimm for the first time.
A majority of a season later and I was dying for a cup of tea "I'm making a cuppa" I announced removing myself from my space curled up against Matt's side "do you want one?" I questioned pulling Matt's attention away from the screen
"Hmm sure that's a lovely idea" I shook my head a small smile on my face. I may or may not have just got Matt hooked on Grimm.
I walked into the kitchen groaning when I noticed the lack of electric kettle. Honestly dating a Brit you would have thought Matt would have brought one to make tea making easier but no. Making a mental note to buy an electric kettle for Matt's place and ignoring the warm feeling that this thought produced I rummaged through the cupboards on my tip toes grabbing the small silver hob kettle and our cheesy matching mugs from their hiding places. It was in this moment while making tea that Matt called out to me 6 words that I really didn't want to hear "you've got a text from Andy"
I froze hot water nearly going all over my trembling hands as my motions came to a screeching halt "ok calm Remy" I spoke quietly to myself as I slowly placed the kettle back onto the hob abandoning the tea that I so desperately wanted to sort out my dick of an agent. I took a deep calming breath before re-entering the living room a shaky smile on my face
Matt frowned taking in my anxious form as my fingers twitched aching to fiddle with the elastic bands around my wrists but I refused to give in not wanting to give away to Matt how anxious I was at the thought of dealing with this text "who's Andy by the way?" Matt asked
"oh just my agent" I tried to say casually but if Matt's expression was anything to go by I failed epically in being casual however I decided to power through grabbing my phone from the sofa cushion next to Matt's sock covered feet and unlocked the screen
Don't make me out to be the bad guy Remy I'm only doing what's good for you
I snorted at the thought ha Andy don't make me laugh before furiously typing away a response
Don't lie Andy this isn't good for me how is causing a panic attack doing what's good for me? Now stop texting me I'm meant to be having a nice time visiting my boyfriend
That felt good.
"Right I'll finish making the tea now then" I spoke pretending that that text never happened.
"Ok then" obviously Matt wasn't buying any of it but was ignoring it for my sake. I honestly don't deserve him.
I smiled at him bending down to give him a quick kiss before returning to the kitchen collapsing against the work surface where I struggled to take deep calming breaths
"Ha I knew something wasn't right!" I jumped turning round to face Matt standing in the kitchen doorway "come here Remybear" he spoke sympathetically holding his arms out for me to enter his embrace which I did gladly pressing my cheek into his chest as his arms came around my form wrapping me up in a comforting bear hug his head coming to rest in my hair "please don't hide things from me"
"I'm sorry" I murmured
"I don't want you to be sorry I just want you to be happy"
I smiled at his words. I could never be truly sad around my giant dork of a boyfriend he makes me happy. I nodded against his chest a silent promise to be happy.
"Now come on lets go back to Grimm, the tea and this conversation can wait until later" Matt spoke steering us back towards the living room and the sofa pulling the two of us down till we were both slouched across the sofa cushions wrapped up in each other's arms.
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A/N honestly I seriously suck at this whole updating malarkey and I'm extremely sorry I promise I'll get my act together. Anyway who enjoyed this chapter? Better yet who's still reading this story? Gold star for you if you're still here you're the real mvp. I'm quite impressed with myself tbh fair as this authors note is short and sweet go me! Alright love you guys and remember to continue leaving comments and voting they always put in a good mood.
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Anxiety ~ Matthew Daddario
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