Its finally the day that we go to the beach house I am so hype.
This whole week I been getting settked down unpacking my things redocorating my room because it looked a little child like now is way preatier witha Paris theme and everthing black and white.
Also I had to spend it with with Ryder, Erika and Alex because I dont have that many friends here but Ryder is either at work or when he is here he is always flirting with Erika omg how I envy there relationship like d.a am I asking for that much I just want a stable happy relationship and that is not working being stuck with them all the time.
'Valeria are you packed yet?' Alex asked as he was in my door frame I look at my bed and saw my bag there I just needed to put my swim suits and that was it So I took them from the drower and put it the bag closed it and gave it to Alex
'Here you go, when are we leaving?' I ask him
'Well Alex needs to pick up Erika and they needed to get a head start and go buy some grocerys for when we are there so they left already and Alex said that we can eat and then go and meet them over there'he says 'Well let me just finish getting ready and Ill meeet you downstairs'I tell him.
I just needed to do my hair and some make up and I was done but I didnt know how are ride to the beach house was gonns be I didnt know how a 4 hour trip with Alex will be me and him have a wiered relationship we are always fighting but we are always cuddleling we are always mad at each other but not as I wanna kill you mad is as I wanna do something but Idk mad and it doesnt help that I had the onliest crush on him before I left and I think I still do.
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Me and Alex have been in the car for atleast an hour and its been an awkward silence since we left the only thing that was actually good was the music it was like there wasso much tension in the air but the music was like the only thing keeping us from having completly awkward dead silence.
'So how was your life while I was gone' I asked him trying to kill the dead silence
'Well nothing has change I finish HS and Im about to start my second year of collage as a lawyer' He tells me
'You as a lawyer I never imagined that' I say 'Well theres a lot of things you dont knoe about me' he says with a smirk that could kill you
'Yes I guess but theres a lot of things you dont know about me either'I tell him 'Yeah and what will those things be'' he askes me cockily. Like really I think they look at me as Im still a little kid but is true theres a lot of things they dont know about me.
'Those are things that you do not need to know' I tell him
'OK lets do something I tell you one of my secrets and you need to tell me one of your secrets' He says 'Ok deal but you need to be honest and it cant be a stupid secret like I pee on my self till I was 10' I tell him and that was a true secret he told me once when he was drunk.
He looks at me chacked and emmberass and then he says 'Ok so who goes first' I look at him and say 'Well you I need to know what your big secret is' I tell hima nd is true I wanna know his secret.
'Ok but promise me you wont freak out' He tells me
'I wont I promise' I tell him now I really wanna know.
