I'm In Love With An Idiot

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Letting out my breathe in a sigh I said. "Then why don't you talk it with him, ask him why he did it?"

"Cause I don't want to know, what if he doesn't like me anymore?" Camille eyes saddened, taking another deep breathe.

"Well all those calls say something, I think he still likes you." Maddie said, her eyes sparkled, as if she knew what was going to happen.

Camille gave one last sigh, wiping the tears of her cheeks. "I guess you right."

She huffed and stood up, pulling us both up with her. "I shouldn't avoid the problem anyway, it's always going to be there."

I smiled and she gave a warm smile back.

"I think I'm ready to go now." she said.

We said good bye and I went into the kitchen to get a glass of water, not a minute later Alec walked in filling his own glass of water he had had in his bedroom. We leaned against the counter like we had done thirty minutes ago.

"Well that was more intense than usual." Alec taking a sip of his water.

"Were you listening in on our conversation?" I did a fake, over-exaggerated gasp.

"NO." Alec said turning away. "She was just loud that's all..."

I chuckled leaning my back against his. "Jokes aside, I really hope everything turns out okay."

"It will." Alec assures me, I feel the weight of his head lean over mine to look up at the ceiling patterns.

"I can feel it."

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Camille's POV

After Maddie dropped me off at my dorm, I went straight up to my room.

"Back from your daily therapy Camille?" someone yelled from the kitchen.

"Shut up Liv!" I sang halfheartedly pulling myself up the stairs.

Sighing I fall onto my bed, ignoring the mess everywhere.

I'm just so confused, I do really want to call Andrew but at the same time, he hurt me, a lot, and I don't know whether to forgive him or not.

As on cue, my phone rang. Looking at the ID Name, I'm guessing you could tell who it is. This wasn't the same though, this time, he left a message.

Well that's not true, he has left messages, but I never bothered to listen to them.

"Hey...Millie its Andrew, again.. Umm I just wanted to see if we could talk. You have no idea how sorry I am and I do.. I really care about you Camille and I just want you to know that... anyways, call me back if you want to talk about anything, anything at all. Bye Camille."

The call ended. I felt a tears trail down my cheeks, Dammit ruined my mascara, and all over a shitty boy too. I don't know why I'm acting like this, I'm cool, chill Camille. I rarely show my frustration in front of anyone. What the fuck is wrong with me?

I grumbled in frustration slamming my phone onto the pillow beside me.

Sitting for a moment I ran my hands through my dark caramel hair sighing.

Glancing at my phone a couple times, I finally picked it up and texted Andrew.

I'm coming over.

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Camille's POV (Still)

Grabbing my bag and sling on my coat, I drove to Andrew's dorm. I knocked on the door and Andrew opened it. He looked like he had just waken up, messy curls lay on top of his head and he had dark circles. It was actually kind of cute.

I walked inside quietly and followed him into his room and sat down on his bed without saying a word, he sat next to me awkwardly.

"So..." I said avoiding eye contact.

"So?" he question, a small smirk lit up his lips before disappearing.

I huffed, I hadn't thought about what to say once I got here, I'm so stupid.

"Really huh?" he grinned.

I blushed bright red realizing I had said that last sentence out loud.

"Sorry."

Andrew chuckled. "I'll say something then."

He faced towards me his demeanor changes from playful to sad. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry I am so so sorry."

I smiled a bit, he seemed genuine, I just didn't understand.

"Then why did you do it?" I asked staring intently at the ground.

"I was drunk." he said, looking away in ashamed.

"But." He continued. "That's not an excuse for what I did, I hurt you, and I hate myself for it."

I wanted to say something, but nothing came out, so I stayed quiet.

"I want to be a good person, especially to you Camille." he stated grabbing my hand. "I want to try harder, because I think I'm, I think I'm in love with you."

My heart beat faster at the word. He loved me? But how I did-But suddenly it hit me- that's why I was so messed up about this.

I loved Andrew.

"And," I steadied my breathe. "I think I love you too."

Andrew smiled, but I wagged a finger at him.

"Don't think I forgive you yet Mr. Peterson." I scolded him and he hunkered back.

"I think we should start over, right this time, not hooking up every weekend." I said jokingly.

Andrew nodded then smiled. "I'll take on dates and be a gentleman sergeant." He said saluted.

For the first time in a while, I laughed, a real laugh. With a real smile.

"I'll be looking forward to it then, cadet." I said getting up and kissing his cheek.

Giving him a warm smile I laughed again at his wide eyed expression. Grabbing my bag from the ground I left the dorm and got in my car.

I sighed as I started the engine.

I think everything is going to turn out okay.

 
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A/N: Yay another chapter completed!! Sorry I haven't been writing alot, school started in September and its taking me a while to get used to the schedule. As much as I like to write school is always first and I just don't feel like writing after writing for school. But I promise I will try to write more often (I feel like I say that alot XD) Anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter as much as me!

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