"You seriously have something on everyone?" Phil asks.
"Yes Philly, I do." Dan smiles and leans towards Phil to kiss his cheek.
"Mhm. Who's that?"
"Emma Goran. She's a huge fangirl and actually makes quite a few bucks in her spare time selling fan art on the internet." Dan explains with a smug smile on his face.
"You are so weird." Phil shakes his head. "I also don't forgive you, and I'm really mad at you Dan."
"You think I don't know that?" Dan asks. "I thought it was obvious I was going to try and win you back."
"Its not going to work."
"On the contrary my dearest Phillip. Just wait until you get to history." Dan tries his hardest to not laugh at the confused look on Phil's face.
"What do you mean by that-"
"Oh look we're here! Bye Phil! Check your binder!" Dan prances off and leaves a very confused Phil standing outside the door to history.
When Dan is out of eye sight Phil opens his binder and notices a little sticky note with Dan's hand writing on it.
Someday our relationship will be in the history books because it will be something worth remembering.
- xoxox Dan <3
Phil smiles but he quickly wipes it off his face when he remembers how Dan wronged him. He shoves the note into his pocket and walks into class.
That cheeky little robot hearted boy.
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Class after class brought note after note for Phil. They were all really cute and made him smile until he remembered what Dan had done to him. Out of all the secrets in the world he never thought a robotic heart would be one or them, nor having information about anyone he chooses. It seemed unfair to Phil, especially when he knew almost nothing about Dan, or my that he loved his sister more than anything and that he had been misdiagnosed with cancer. The same disease that killed his sister earlier this year.
Everything seemed to be happening so fast. Phil got a boyfriend, came out, his family was happy but his classmates weren't, his boyfriend broke up with him and said it was all a joke, he got bullied, he started finding razors appealing, his sister got cancer, the call of depression took him, his sister died, he almost killed himself, he changed schools, he met a beautiful boy named Dan, he met Chris and Pj, he joined clubs, he was well liked, he had a bet to win, he kissed Dan and he had to be 'rebooted', he made Dan leave his life, and now he's back. Every good thing had its price, and Dan Howell seemed to be the price he was paying at the moment. Something that seemed to be going great, then shatter.
Saying he wanted to leave this all behind was an understatement, he wants to have everything disappear, everything he loves and hate to leave him and the soothing feeling of nothingness. He wanted it all to end, he's been through so much and damn it he wanted his happy needing ending, the ending Carol wanted to have, with a family, kids and a loving husband. To bad all his fantasies were with Dan, the human Dan. The one who had a real heart beat and could survive a damn kiss with out whatever the hell 'rebooting' was.
He was currently waiting for the lunch bell to ring, he knew Dan would be in the library eating his food and reading a book he just randomly picked off the self. He knew that boy was to happy with his solitary spot in the library to try anything at lunch. That made Phil relived that he would have a least a small amount of time away from the brunette. He was two minutes away from hanging out with Chris and Pj, who were probably having some stupid argument about something or other. Once it was about socks and muffins. Which is something Phil would rather not remember.
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FanfictionDan Howell is dying, or at least, he was dying. He was diagnosed with an illness that ruined him. He lost his hair and his heart started to beat slower and slower. He didn't want to die, no one does. But lucky for him, scientists were working with d...
