Never Let You Go (Sequel to My Alpha Mate I Hate) Completed, editing!

why can't i remember?!

Sophia ...p..o....v....

I am awake, so why can't i open my eyes? uhg and i keep hearing someone talking too me, but i can't remember who that voice belongs too , but i feel like i should remember him, he keeps telling me too wake up or open my eyes or do something,

And i want too so bad but as hard as i try i just cant and its driving me crazy, what is wrong with me? why wont i wake up? but wait i must be awake so why cant i freaking move?  

I hear him say it again, i hear him begging me to do anything and I feel him cup my hand between his, his hand is so warm and i feel that his are a lot bigger than mine are and i want to see him, i want to remember who he is. 

I try with everything in me too move and my hand flinchs. 

HEY!! 

I did it! i moved! now i just need too get my eyes open, I try and it takes a while but finally  I do!! 

Yes!! 

There's a guy standing next too me i just look up at him, he's really cute but i still dont remember who he is, he starts rambleing but i can't keep up with what he's saying his lips move to fast for me under stand what he is saying and it drives me crazy,

I want to tell him to slow down and try to tell me again but i dont, its just that i can't talk yet, no matter how hard i want to,then he runs and yells out of the door of the little room I'm in. 

Then a ......doctor yeah that's it, a doctor comes in and takes off some weird wires tubes and stuff from me and that guy starts talking again but again my mind just can't keep up with how fast he is talking. 

All i know is, he's happy I'm okay and he loves me? is that what he just said? why does he love me?  I don't even know him! 

"Um...do i know you? " i ask feeling so lost what has happened while i have been out of it? what in the world is going on and who is this guy? A look of pain shows on his face, i must know him but i can't remember him. 

"Of course you do, honey its me. " he says  

"I'm sorry i just don't remember you." i say trying to shrug but um that doesnt work well,  everyone in the room is quite for a long time,  he looks away from me and i know this hurts him and i feel so bad about it,  

Gosh i wish i could remember him! I think i remember that  i have a brother, is that who he is? is he my brother?  

"So you have no clue who i am?" he asked sounding hopeless. 

"Um, not really, wait are you my brother?" i ask hoping he is or i have no other clue who he might be,  

"No I'm not." he says flatly 

"Hum then where is he?" i ask, I want too see him maybe he could help me remember who these people are,  

"At his house I'll call him in a little while." he says and I nodd. 

"Will you tell me who you are?" i ask  

"I....I'm Kyle, baby please you have to remember me!" 

"Kyle? I'm sorry i have no clue who you are." i say he comes too stand beside me by the bed and he loooks down at me, 

"What Do you remember happened last?" he asked. 

"Um.....being in a car.....someone hit it?" 

"I know, what else?" 

"I...don't ....know." i say wanting to scream why cant i just remember what happened?!  he then reachs down too touch my belly, I flinch, what the heck is he doing!?  he lays his hand on my belly and sighs,

"I was with you, we had just left the doctor." he says I nodd i think i remember that being at a doctor but why? 

"And we we're fighting and it was raining. we were siting at a red light and a truck hit our car." he says I nodd. 

"Why were we fighting?"i ask and he just  rubs my belly I put my hand over his and he keeps his hand still under mine,  

"Kyle?" i ask

"Yeah?" 

"Am i pregnent?" i ask

"Yes." he says looking up at me and all i do is nod, but then i think of another thing i want to know,   

"Oh....who's the dad?" i ask he looks at me a bit surprised

"I am!" he says  

"Really?" i say shocked, dang i guess i should remember him then if im having his baby,  

"Yes! gosh i love you Sophia,  Please you have too remember!" he begs and it breaks my heart i would give anything to remember i really would! 

"Im I'm ......sorry!" i say starting to get hopless my self, I hate feeling so lost!  tears start running down my cheek and i dont know what to do! he leans down and kisses them away and its so sweet that i want to cry again. 

"Its going too be okay baby, I'll wait for how ever long it takes for you too remember." he says softly

"Thanks, im so sorry Kyle." i say  

Why!? Why can't i just put the puzzle together? so many pieces, Just floting in my mind why can't they just come back together?! 

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. Okay so um this book hasnt really been edited yet so just saying i will try to do it soon!