Never Let You Go (Sequel to My Alpha Mate I Hate) Completed, editing!

never let you go.(my psycho alpha mate .book2)

(Be sure to read the first book first thanks) 

-so the song is Never let you go by Colbie Caillat i love her and i found this song just after i finished this story, so you should listen to it, its cute! haha-

Kyle.p..o...v....Oct.25th.... 9:37am.... 

For a few days i drift in and out of the world, sometimes when i wake up i'll be in diferent places, when i got here, all i remember is them bringing me and and people seemed to pop up out of air and start doing stuff,

And i remember someone saying something about the doctor a O.R room and then someone gave me something that made me pass out again, and after that i had been to druged to think of to much, to hold a thought for to long.

the next few days were a blur, i remember seeing my mom and Kody a few times, but everytime i could start thinking and putting things together again, it would start hurting and someone would come in and give me something and i would be back in my happy land.

In this daze of mine i have no clue how long it has been, days weeks, or it couldve been a few hours but im sure its been longer, and over time i get to stay awake longer since it doesnt seem to hurt as much,

And i start fiding out how bad i got hurt, which isnt all to bad i guess, i have a concussion from hiting my head on the road, and yeah i think i remember that, that hurt, My arm was broken to and in a cast, and i had a few broken ribs. and i dont really know how but i hurt my leg real bad,

I had had to have a lot of work on that and that even if i could get up which i couldnt, i cant really walk yet, it had pretty much crushed half my leg, and thats part of the reason ive been so druged all this time, but other than that, i will heal in my own time, It killed me not knowing what happen to Sophia, and not being with her.

But now I sit in the small hard chair in the Hospital room alone, watching Sophia the doctors words keep runing in my head. 

'Shes in a coma and its not clear if she'll ever come out of it, she really shouldnt have lived at all.'  

But she will live. 

She has too, i can not lose her, no i won't, i would die without her i really would, i would lose my mind if i lost her, most people that lose their mates do, and i know i would, i hold her hand and rub the top of it with my thumb.

"Come on baby, wake up i miss you." i beg  

Nothing. 

And they said even if she did live,which she will, that she could have a lot of brain trama, so they don't know what would happen, but she'll be fine i hope.. 

She had been through so much the past few weeks surgery's n stuff and i haven't left her side since they let me out of my room,  

The wreck had left a lot on her, five broken ribs,a broken leg and arm and that's the easy stuff then there was the head trama, and the huge gash down her face, where she had got cut, but that will heal, 

And her body was covered in bruises they mostly healed but there are still alot of scars and marks,  I had got pretty lucky i guess, but i would glady take her place if i could, she deserves life way more than i do and the baby though its not really a baby yet, 

Lived it wasn't really big enough too be hurt too bad but if she didn't wake soon It wouldn't have a fighting chance to live... 

With her on all these things just too live it wasn't even real sure if she would lose the baby or not there was the chance even if she did live, she would lose the baby,

I didn't want that, i wanted her and our baby to be okay, i wanted to hold them and love them forever, they cant be taken away from me! 

I then start crying again, something I'm doing a lot of now, but how can i help it? ive never been so scared in my life,  

Then i feel the slightest movement of her hand so small it may not have been real, maybe it was just my want and need for her to do something, but  i look at her, and watch her for a moment, she doesnt move again. 

But what happens is a shock to me, her eyes fluttery open, and it feels like my heart stops for a moment, I jump up out of the chair, my heart now racing.  

She looks around confused, and a bit scared and all i want is to hold her, she looks up at me. 

"Baby don't try too talk yet y-you have like breathing tube's ok just hold on, i'll be right back." i say I go too the door and grab the nurse walking by, i dont care which one just the first i seen. 

"She's awake!" i say

She runs off too get a doctor, and then she comes back with him, he comes in and looks her over and then they start to get out all the tubes, 

"Oh baby I'm so glad you're ok i love you." i say i know i am rambling, but i cant help it im so so happy, she's alive and awake and thats all i could ask for. she looks right in my eyes, 

"Um, do i know you?" she asked her voice scratchy, 

"What of course you do...honey its me!" i say looking down at her

"I'm sorry i just don't remember you." she says 

As glad as i was she was alive hearing that she had no clue who i was? killed me, she had to remember me right?! Maybe she just needs time....i hope... 

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