Love and Decisions

Chapter 14

Their room was actually clean. I expected to see a mess like most guys' rooms. It was a bit bigger than my room and there were two bedrooms. They had a flat-screen tv and an xbox connected to it. The controllers were on the floor hinting that they were most likely playing on the console.

Mason took me to his room and pulled out his sciences folder. He did most of the work but he was missing some parts. I sat down next to him.

I explained the homework and helped him solve some questions. He became frustrated at times but calmed down once I told him he was doing good. He kept saying that he needed a good grade in the class and in every other class.

"Well, if that's all you need help with then I guess we're done." I was opening the door but suddenly Mason came from behind me and shut the door.

"Don't leave so soon. I want to talk to you a bit more. The day isn't over yet." He took my hand and led me over to his bed to sit down.

"What do you want to talk about? We already finished your homework."

"Relax, I just want to talk. Take off your scarf, aren't you hot?" He reached for my scarf but I pulled his hands away.

"No! No, I'm fine. It goes with my outfit." I ruffled the scarf back into place but my shaking hands weren't helping.

Mason looked at me confusingly but then he quickly looked mad when he saw my neck. "What is that? Is that a bite? Who did this to you! Answer me, Eli!"

He yanked off my scarf and traced his fingers along my neck and collarbone. He grabbed my wrists and looked at me, waiting for an answer.

"I can't tell you who did this or else you'll get mad at him. I don't want any problems." I looked at the floor, not wanting to look at Mason's angry face.

"Problems?! This guy gave you bite marks! What else happened?" He shook me as he yelled at me.

"Nothing! We kissed but nothing else happened, I promise!" Before I knew it, Mason grabbed both of my wrists violently.

He slammed me into the wall and began kissing me. Pain ran throughout my back from the impact of hitting the wall. I could only focus on the pain and not Mason's bitter kiss.

He noticed this and loosened his grip on my wrists but not enough for me to get out of his hold. "Eli, I won't let another guy kiss you. I want to be the only one that you want." He kissed me roughly.

His tongue entered my mouth. Without thinking, I wrapped my legs around his body. What are you doing, Eli? He smirked and held me up. I ran my fingers through his hair as we kissed.

Mason carried me to his bed and laid me down. He got on top of me without ever breaking our kiss. His hands caressed my waist. I moaned and he let out a chuckle.

He skillfully removed my shirt which made me a bit sad. How many times has he done this with other girls? I let out a soft sigh. Mason looked at me and understood what I felt.

"That doesn't matter, I only truly love you." He sucked the skin on my waist and I shivered. I could only hope that his words were true.

He took off my jeans and threw them on the floor. I was embarrassed that my underwear didn't match my bra but he didn't seem to care. He then took off his shirt and threw it across the room.

I felt his muscles and he hissed. "Fuck. No one's ever done that, Eli." I smiled knowing that I was the only one to feel his muscles.

He unhooked my bra and grabbed my breasts. I moaned at his touch. It wasn't rough, his touch was soft and pleasurable. Mason began to kiss my breasts. It made me feel dirty.

"I love you Eli, I really do." He kissed my inner thighs. I shivered and he laughed.

Mason began tracing his lips along my stomach. He licked my hip and I began to get goosebumps. "Is this really okay?" I looked at him with worry.

"Don't worry about it. I love the way your body responds to my touch." His voice was husky and lust filled his eyes.

I tugged at his hair as his fingers hooked around my underwear. He slid them off and my face turned red. His fingers made their way to my sensitive area. He touched me and I whimpered. Mason placed light kisses down my stomach and around my area. I slightly arched my back as he teased me.

"I can tell it's your first time. I'll be gentle." Mason took off his pants. I could see his bulge under his boxers.

"Mason, please-" I pleaded him to not hurt me but I only got two words out before we heard the front door open.

"Fucking hell! It's Jaxon, what great timing!" Mason got off me and began picking up my clothes.

He handed them to me and I got dressed. My breath was still unsteady and I could hear Mason trying to catch up with his breath as he got dressed. We sighed at the same time and gave out a small chuckle.

Mason walked up to me and put his hand around my waist, he pulled me closer to him. "It's not over yet. I saw all of you but now I want to feel all of you." He whispered in my ear.

He kissed me once more before we walked out of his room. Jaxon was sitting on the couch looking over his planner. He turned to us and smirked.

"Looks like someone was busy. Did I interrupt anything?"

"Not in particular. She was helping me with my homework. Anyways, you can go now." Mason pushed me towards the door.

He mouthed the word sorry and shut the door on my face. I stood there stunned. Was I just a toy? What a fucking jerk! I heard laughter coming from inside.

I couldn't help myself. A tear rolled down my cheek as I walked through the corridor. Why does he have to act so fake around other people? To think, that a guy would actually show me off to others.

I laughed bitterly to myself as I entered my room. I'm overreacting but, shouldn't I? I just showed Mason my whole body and he wants to put on an act for Jaxon. I bit my lip to stop my tears from falling down.