Not into it

Part 53 - Turned Tables.

I went to my counselling session yesterday after a few and my counsel-list thinks that it's college that's making me scared and anxious. I've been looking at new colleges but there aren't any that i'm interested in. Only my parents and I know about the moving college situation because I don't want to be telling people especially as I haven't even made up my mind. I'm not particularly bothered whether I change or not it's only 1 1/2 more years left of it.
"What do you think about boarding school." I say passing my mum a leaflet.
"A what." My mum says dropping all the college info books.
"Well not really a boarding school as such but you know, go to a college and live in a dorm." I suggest.
"But you won't be here, with us, your family, at home." My mum says looking as if she was going to cry.
"I would be, i'd come every holiday, every weekend and it says that students get free time and sometimes don't have lessons and i could visit then." I say.
"I guess it's something to consider, it's not far away either. Only a 20 minute drive. But how would you get here?" My mum asks.
"Maybe Justin or one of the girls or guys pick me up." i suggest.
"Let's just keep your options wide for a bit." My mum says putting the books aside.
"Fine" i say rolling my eyes.
I get my house keys, phone and bag and start walking towards the door.
"I'm going to see Justin!" I shout to my mum.
"Okay! Text me when you're leaving so i know when to make dinner!" She's says. I slam the door shut and decide to walk. Walking takes probably about 20-30minutes but it takes the same amount of time to wait for the bus so i might as well.