We Can Only Regret...

Chapter One.

                    I was walking down Wall Street when my phone bleeped so I took out my phone and looked at my notification. It was a friend request on Facebook from someone named Forsaken King. At first I was skeptical about accepting it. Then I looked through his pictures, like a stalker, and saw that he didn't seem like a bad guy so I accepted him thinking it wouldn't cause any  harm. After I accepted him I put my phone away and walked into my work building to start my day. 

            - A few weeks later- 

           I was sitting alone on a Friday night, bored out of my mind, so I went through my friends online and saw he was online. So I sent him a message saying "Hey". As I waited for a reply I put my phone to charge and started dinner. 

         My phone started going off rapidly like someone was calling me so I ran over to see what was going on. He was calling me. I answered and said "Hey what's up?" His voice was scruffy and he was panting so I asked him what was wrong. To which he replied "Oh I'm just at the gym" I laughed at him and we continued on with our conversation. It was rather interesting really. We talked about aliens and Harry Potter and just regular facts about each other. He even called me beautiful. That's something that never happens. At around 9 o'clock I told him I was going to bed for work in the morning and he said "Okay beautiful. I'll talk to you tomorrow." So I hung up and got ready for bed. 

       As I was brushing my teeth I couldn't stop thinking about him calling me beautiful and our conversation. My stomach felt weird and my face was red. I didn't know what that feeling was nor did I want to find out. So I finished brushing my teeth and walked to my room, laid down and fell asleep almost instantly. 

          -The next morning- 

        I woke up and looked at my phone for the time when I saw that he had texted me while I was asleep. He said, "Good morning gorgeous!! I had fun last night and I just wanted to tell you to keep your head up because you're beautiful. I hope I can call you again tonight. Well sleep well. I'll get out of your inbox now." My face was so red and my stomach kept flipping. With that in mind I put away my phone and  just kept thinking what is this feeling. 

        As I was getting dressed, my phone went off again. I looked at it, Forsaken had messaged me and said "No reply? :(" I smiled and wrote out "I'm sorry love I was getting ready for work" then deleted it and wrote "That message was sweet love and sorry I was getting ready for work" I didn't think it was enough but I sent it anyways and clicked the power button on my phone, slipping it in my back pocket. 

         Getting into my car, I plugged the aux cord in and turned on Marilyn by G-Easy. After the instrumental I starting rapping and singing every word. About 2 minutes into the song my phone bleeped I smiled at the thought that it could be him, it turned out to be my mom asking if I was gonna make it to the family gathering Friday. I gave her a quick response and continued listening to my song. Thinking of him and the way the words "you're so beautiful" rolled off the tip of his tongue. Ugh I hate this feeling...