Words are lost,
So is mind.
Looking here and there,
I don't know why I whine?Discontent, having a loving man.
Discontent with my happy nest.
Discontent with myself.
Discontent with everything in general.Frustration boiling my veins,
Frustration draining my fight.
Frustration at nothing,
Frustation at everything.Tearing my hair I look inside.
Tearing the soul, crying aloud.
Tearing the mind, bleeding my eye.
Tearing up everything that is divine.Darkness I seek to.
Darkness I run from.
Darkness hugs me.
Darkness drowns me.I struggle for what I don't know,
I gasp and scream without raising a brow.
How long I need to search for what I don't know?
How is it fair to live in not knowing what I don't know!Why am I like this?
Why am I so weak?
Why am I so unaware?
Am I beyond repair?Restless soul,
Show me the road.
Lift me up,
Make me whole...oh! please make me while...