I'm surprised to see Miel coming out of the washroom. Narinig kaya niya ang usapan namin ni Aris? I can't say if she's angry or what...
I feel nervous but excited, she still never fails to make my heart skip a beat. I smiled at her and said...
"Kanina ka pa Miel? Maybe you overheard our conversation."
"Miel, about what I've told Aris, I just want you to know its all-"
She suddenly slapped me.
Biglang namanhid ang mukha ko sa lakas sampal niya. Damn it what's wrong with her? I can take the pain what I can't stand is the feeling of rejection...
Hindi ko kaya na magalit siya sa akin, na ayaw na niya sa'kin! I've waited so long for this moment!
"Xander Holmes, goodbye and thank you. "
That moment, para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig! Why is she mad at me? Bigla siyang tumakbo palabas ng office ko, doon lang ulit may lumabas ng boses sa bibig ko
"Miel! Wait! Ano'ng problema!?"
I tried to chase her but I can't focus... the pain in my chest is creeping down my spine.
Nang makarating ako sa office ni Miel ay mabilis kong binuksan ang pinto. I saw her inside, dala ang mga gamit niya at akmang lalabas ng pintuan.
I blocked her way and asked her,
"Hey, what's the big idea?"
I want to hear her side, gusto kong malaman kung ano ba talaga ang dahilan kung bakit niya ako biglang iniiwasan. Ano ba ang nasabi kong masama sa kanya?
"Tama na! Mali ang ginagawa natin, let's stop this already."
I tried to hug her to calm her down, we'll talk it out. But she tackled me, then she ran away without looking back...
Naiwanan akong nakatingin sa likod niya. My conscience started to take its toll. It's all my fault!
Dapat hindi ko inuna ang sarili kong libog, dapat hindi ako nag-take advantage sa weakness ni Miel...
Dapat ay sinimulan ko ng maayos ang relasyon namin. Nanligaw dapat ako ng tama sa kanya, nasabi ko sana ng maayos kung gaano ko siya kamahal.
I should have said sorry for all those things I've done. I'm such a dork, I failed to respect her!
Damn it!
I want to cry but I stopped myself! Crying is a sign of weakness. I mustn't cry, I will not.
I'll never cry.
I grabbed my old cellphone and called for help. Hindi pa huli ang lahat. I can still get her back. There's still a chance!
Aayusin namin 'to. Itutuwid ko lahat ng mali na sinimulan ko.
"Hello, Alex, hear me out... Please watch over her. I don't want to lose her again."
Pagkatapos kausapin si Alex ay pumunta ako sa parking lot para kunin ang kotse ko. I'm sure she's at home, pupuntahan ko siya sa bahay nila.
