I laid on my couch crying quietly
Conner walked into the room his eyes were red like mine from crying some if his hair was stuck to face because if the tears
"Asher you have to eat" I shook my head "n-no" I stuttered
He looked at me sadly "please" he begged me
I sighed and slowly got up and dragged my body to the bathroom
I locked the bathroom door I took out my razor I heard Conner banging in the door
"Asher please open up I know what your doing !!!" He screamed begging me
I ignored him and started cutting me arms I made a total of 37 cuts
I started getting light headed everything was kinda blurry
And every thing went black....
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I woke up to beeping I slowly opened my eyes I looked around
I was in the hospital next to me was Conner and my family crying
Conner hugged me gently crying into my neck I slowly raised my arm rubbing his back slowly and gently
