The Girl Who Couldn't Cry...

The Girl...

Let's begin...

Okay let's be real here. I find it hard to focus on the thing I'm meant to be doing coz HE'S behind me. I can't just forget him I can't just ignore him. "Leah! How much have you done?" Mr Lynch yells at me in front of the whole class. But to be fair I don't think teachers know how embarrassing that actually is! "Not much sir, I just have a lot on my mind at the moment..." I say politely so he might just take it easy on me. "That is not a fair excuse young lady, but I suppose you do have a lot of exams and assignments coming up so... just try to do a little more please." Ha works every time! But really HE'S the one on my mind. But he would never like me a weird weaboo who is loud and annoying. *sigh* DINGGGGG there's the bell off to lunch. I walk back to my locker trying to avoid all the chaos of the year 10's 11's and 12's. I turn the dial on my lock 3 times right past zero stop on 21 twist it left and stop at 23 an finally right again to 33. *click* off it comes and I swing open my locker door as I reveal the mess hiding inside. I put away my books and pull out my recess and walk over to Livy's locker which is close coz were both in the same faction 'Francis of Assisi'. Livy puts away her stuff and they walk to Romero house to meet up with Lucy. Once we got to the lockers in Romero we met Lucy and we went back to Francis to meet the squad and sit at our table. We talked the whole way there and when we got there the squad was waiting for us to sit down. So we did and every one joined us the boys side of the bench was full so HE sat beside me. I freaked out inside. And to make it worse no one knows I like him! Now what happens next was not planned  or even overthought but it just happened. All of the girls on the bench decided to push me into HIM coz they are all immature and think boys are gross even though they are dating them. I stood up and walked away, Livy and Lucy followed me. We walked around the school but the first thing Lucy did was sing "HE LOVES YOU, HE LOVES YOU" I blushed and kept walking. Soon Livy joined in and they sung this for a minute or two. After they are stopped I said "Come on stop" Lucy replied "Okay I'll stop joking around" I quietly said " it's not joking if it's true". They both started screaming but I just stood there awkwardly. We walked back to the squad and sat down and we pretended like nothing happened. Soon the lunch bell rang and we went off to class. The last two periods went on as normal. But after school at 6:13pm was the "Friday the 13th Social" HE was going and I was going. The last bell rang and we where all excited for the social I went to my locker and Lucy and Livy went to theirs. But Lucy's locker is two locked away from HIS locker and Lucy decided to ask him if he would go to the social with me!?!? And HE asked "as a friend or..." Lucy replied "either" he thought for a minute and finally said "as a friend yes" then he left so he didn't have to answer!

Lucy and I met up after school and went shopping for our costumes for the social. And then Lucy told me what HE said about going to the social with me I freaked out and asked Lucy why she did that. We picked out our clothes and went home to get ready. I had a shower did my hair and makeup and I was ready to own this dance. Lucy and her dad came up to my house and knocked on my front door. She was dressed the same as me like a black cat. A black t-shirt with black leggings and a black tutu. We also where wearing black cat ears and a black bow tie with cat whiskers and noses painted on our faces.

As we arrived we walked into the foyer of the gym and gave our tickets to a lady sitting at a table. The door into the gym had a makeshift hall attached to it it was basically black cloth hung of wooden beams decorated with fake spiderwebs and glow in the dark skeletons. Lucy and I walked though the hall and once we emerged at the other end Devona stated yelling out "LEAH" and her friend group ended up crowding around me I slid out of the crowd for a brief second. That second was honestly amazing coz HE came over to me about 2 meters in front of me looked at me and said something that I couldn't quite hear and then HE walked out of sight. Lucy Livy and I started to freak out and squeal a little.

About a half an hour later we stood with the squad and somethings happened I told HIS best friend that I liked HIM and boom suddenly we where all sitting in a circle playing truth or dare to make someone feel better. The sad person went first this was HIS best friend. He asked HIM truth or dare? And HE said truth the sad person the asked "would you ever date Leah?" My eyes widened and I started to worry a lot. All around the circle you could hear umms and ahhs. I said "okay awkward moment leaving" stood up and left the circle. Livy and Lucy followed of course. I avoided HIM for about an hour and was over all the crap that happened and went up to HIM and pulled HIM away from the group of friends and asked HIM "Will you go out with me..?