My mom and her boyfriend have an awful relationship. I don't think they're even dating anymore, and if they are, I think they're just hanging on so my sisters and I have a place to live that my mom can afford. My mom's actually going to go back to school to get a business degree, so I feel like if/when she gets a better job, we'll move out and my mom will try to do better with us. For now it's so fucking stressful because even though my mom's boyfriend can get me to and from school, he won't. Unless it's raining, or there's an emergency, he won't pick me up. This forces me to go on my bike witch is shitty cuz it's a mile and I'm week as hell, and it's to get to a place I don't even want to be. I can't man up and ask for a ride cuz I'm pretty sure no one is available and I don't want them to have to do that every day for one kid with some petty problem. I just absolutely hate how my life hinges on one guys whims and one woman's stubbornness. I can't wait till I can move out and leave these assholes. Like I'm literally sobbing right now out of pure hatred for them. I never thought I would actually hate someone in my family, but I was wrong.
