"Koi asa nahi hota jiske bina jeya na ja sake.bat sirf itni hoti hai k hum us k bina jeena nahi cahte". Aj mujy Horaien ki kahi ye bat smaj a rahe the. Shyed is lye k ma Zohaeb k bina Jena seekh gai the. Ab mai b use Zohaeb khti the,mai use Zobi khna chor dya tha shyed is lye k wo mera Zobi raha e nahi tha,wo badal chuka tha shyed wo kabhi mera tha he nahi."waqat k sath sab kuch badal jata hai,rishte natte,halat,or baz oqat hum khud be". Ye bat be Horaien ne he kahi the or shyed nahi yaqenan usne sahi he kaha tha. Bohat ajeeb larki the wo. Kon the wo? Kya the wo?kue I the wo?khan cahli gai wo?Bohat se sawal the. Jin k jawab nahi the mere pass. Pehle bar mai mile the Horaien se,mager zindge me pehle bar kisi ajnabi se apnayat mehsos hoi the r dil caha tha k apna her dukh her sukh use bta dun.
Wo hmari training ka pehla roz tha, saat roza training me baht kuch kaha usne. Koi sawal asa nahi tha jiska uske pas jawab nahi tha. Wo ak mukamal larki the,apne zaat me mukamal. Saat roz ka arsa bohat kam hota hai kisi ko jan'ne ke lye. Mager wo in saat dino me bohat kuch Jan gai the,mere pori zindge ki kitab jase usne mere ankhon se per life thi . or mai sirf uska nam janti thi"Aiza Horaien". Bohat tajub howa tha mujy ye Jan ker jab usne ak nazer Zobi per dalne me bad mere ankhon me dakh ker pore yaqeen k sath kaha tha me tum apne is taya zaad ko pasand kerti ho na? Ma sakte me khari use dekh rahi the. Kabhi bhe mere bare me koi bhe bat itne yaqeen se kisi ne nahi kahi the. Do mint ke khamoshi k bad mai use han me jawab diya. Wo mere tarf dekh ker muskrai or chal di . us roz bhe mujy Zobi chorne gya tha. Hamari training ka us din panchwa roz tha. Horaien ki shaksyat bohat dilchasp the. Training ke akhri roz mai use ye Kane bena na rah sake k mai use jan'na cahti hun,wo mere tarf dekh ker muskrai or kahne large k " Natasha! Mere zindge ak khuli kitab ke maned hai jise kabhi kisi ne perha he nahi,ager kisi he perha to wo samjha nahi,or jisne ise perha wo mila nahi" wo itna kah ker uth ker cahli gai. Mujy bhe Zobi line a gya tha is lye mai gher a gai the.wo Jane se pehle Jo akhri jumla kah ker gai the wo bohat talkh tha ,usne kaha tha " ho sake to Zobi ko bhool jao" Zobi to mere zindge tha. Usne ye bat kue kahi the? Wo has ak bar mile the Zobi se,WO bhe bas use dekha tha. Kisi ko dekh ker uske bare me Raye qaeem kerna mere nazdeek ak ahmkana herkat hai.
