I'm Sorry

3

When all you had was nothing and all we did was laugh what happened to that -Selena Gomez

Selena
Today is the day all my 5 songs come out. In just a few minutes everyone will know my pain. The songs that I am releasing are called , The Heart wants what It Wants, Forget Forever, My Dilemma 2.0, Perfect, and finally Nobody.

"Hey Jim let's release them now" I say hopeful he would give me the okay

"You got it, and you're songs are out to the world in 3,2,1..... Congrats" he said laughing, I softly smiled and hung up the phone

I immediately went on Twitter and tweeted that my songs were out. An hour later I was floods of tweets, I decided to look through them

Selenaisqueen: @ SelenaGomez these songs are amazing but are you okay?
MommyGomez: omg @ SelenaGomez are you and Swae okay?
Selenaisgorgeous: GUYS @ SELENAGOMEZ IS NOT HAPPY CAN YOU TELL BY HER SONGS THEY'RE ALL SAD
Forgetforever: @ SelenaGomez guys we need to support her right now, I know she's in pain by these songs
Swelena4ever: @ SelenaGomez is the song Perfect towards Swae? Did he cheat?

I smiled sadly at my fans, they always knew exactly how I was feeling and what was happening. I go on Twitter and decided to tell my fans what's going on

SelenaGomez: Hey guys hope you all liked the songs, and yea these songs are really my feels right now
SelenaGomez: I'm not happy with myself and I don't know how to describe this pain I'm feeling

I sigh and hear the door slam open, I look over and see Swae with a furious look.

"Why didn't you tell me about these songs?" He asked me angrily

"I didn't think you would care" I said rubbing my arm

"Are you crazy Selena, is this some kind of publicity stunt!" He yelled in my face, I flinched and backed up

"You're making me seem like the bad guy when I'm not" he said rubbing his face, I looked at him with my teary eyes

"If you're not happy in this relationship then LEAVE SELENA, I'm not forcing you to stay here, fuck I'm better without you" he yelled, I bit my lip holding back my sobs

"I'm sorry I didn't think it would be this important" I said wiping my tears

"You're stupid then Selena, you're a stupid bitch okay !" He yelled throwing a vase across the room

I let out a squeal when he threw the vase. Now I was scared, what if he hurts me

"You see what you do to me, all you do is make me mad!" He screamed

"I'm sorry, I really am" I cried

"You're always say sorry and it's starting to get annoying" he said, I looked at him with my red eyes and gave him a sad look, he hates me

"Selena just get out of the room I don't want to see you right now" he said more calmly pointing me out the room.

I grab my phone and start walking out the room, I look back and see him staring at me angrily

"GET OUT SELENA WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING DEAF I SAID LEAVE" he yelled pushing me out and slamming the door in my face

I fell to the ground and sobbed. Why did God have to give me this life all I want is happiness and all I get is pain. I really don't know what to do know, I love Swae too much to let him go

"Swae I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I yelled while crying banging on the door

"I know it's all my fault I get it but please believe me I'm sorry!" I yelled