pink lemonade ;; phan [completed]

chapter 1

"im going out now with lou n zo!" dan yelled from across the flat.
"okay. have fun i guess." liam replied flatly as he walked into the hall, admiring dan's outfit that consisted of a pink jumper, embroidered with a peach. on his legs he wore blue jeans that were so big they hung loose round his mid calf even after being rolled up a few times. he was shoving his feet into a pair of black studded docs that provided contrast to the rest of the outfit but still fitted. dan's brown hair framed his face in loose curls, which was literally glowing with his highlight, his eyes were smoked skilfully, the reds and browns and shimmering gold all blended into dazzling perfection. dan shut the door, lilac kanken on his back, and liam locked the door. he slid down and leant back. he didn't realise he was crying till he felt tears down his face.

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it had been three months but it still hurt. it hurt dan didn't feel the same anymore and that he was only here because they both knew liam couldn't pay the rent on his own. liam misses the way dan just used to stare at him then start giggling. he misses dan's dimples. he missed the goodbye hugs as he headed to work and dan stayed behind to post on his blog. he misses the weight of dan's head on his chest or in the crook of his neck. he was glad they were still okay though, it was a little awkward at times and they didn't speak much anymore but they were in good terms.

liam decided to take a bath to relax. plenty of bubbles and hot water.

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dan returned a few hours later, sephora bags in hand and his head in the clouds. "there's a party up at zoe n alfie's next week on friday, you going?" he asked absent mindedly
"nah." liam's replied, flat and tired.
"oh, ok!"

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chapter one edited! I'm n changing the plot, just maybe like chapter names n stuff. also the point of view. well these aren't taking to long and it's a short enough book so !!! hopefully i'll get it finished before school starts again :~)