Rain.

Prologue

My feet crashed onto the ground. But it only made a small 'plop' sound. It was raining yet again. Another stupid rainy afternoon. I tried to stay under things so I wouldn't get soaked but it wouldn't work. I continued to walk. I sighed. Why did he have to enter my life. Build me up and then... break me... The thought of him made me want to... punch someone. I never actually wanted to hurt someone before. Yet he... he made me want to. And still, I keep saying it's his fault. It isn't really. It's mine. My fault. My fault for being so... stupid. Just a couple more blocks in till  I get to my destination. I didn't have a destination, I remembered. But the truth was I did. I didn't want to think about though. Didn't want to go where I was going. So I didn't think about it. But it only brought up him again. My foot slid into a puddle and I fell backwards into mud. I hate these days. Not only do I get hurt but they... remind me of him.  Argh! I pushed myself up off the ground and continued walking. Stop lying to yourself damn it! Something I keep doing! I punched myself in the face with all my force and continued walking. I knew it wasn't only 'a few blocks' to where I was going. It was about 40 miles away from here. And I was walking. It's not that bad... People have walked around the world right? I'm just walking not even 1 percent of that. My feet ached painfully. I wanted to curl onto the ground and just... never wake up. I kept it up though. I sat on the curb of a sidewalk and put my backpack next to me. No cars at all. Not busy once how ever. I looked into the distance. I wasn't paying attention. I found a small ditch where i set up a sleeping bag and tent. I couldn't sleep. it was always like this. Some nights I cry myself to sleep. Others I don't sleep at all. But this night was easy. Instead of thinking about how much I miss him, I thought of how much I didn't need him. Because the truth was... I didn't.

-Chapter One Will Be Out By Next Week!-