My stomachs turnings
My skins burning
My heads twirling
My sights blurring
I can't sit still
My muscle are spazzing
My body aches
Why do I have to feel this way
Why can't I speak my mind without feeling like I'm gonna die
My voice shakes
My heart races
My eyes tear up
Why can't I be normal
Why can't I speak my mind with out wanting to cry
I get the urge to vomit
I get the urge to run away
So I run and hide
And vomit and cry
Wishing I was normal
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