Finished Meaningless noise. Finished feeling a,, together actually.
I kinda just went back to normal, how I was before I began feeling love and passion a all that dumb stuff most teenagers feel.
I don't want to feel it anymore though. T...
I don't think she'll read this but if she does which I highly doubt will ever happen, she doesn't read what I write thank goodness cause if she did she would be all kinds of messed up emotionally, but if an enigma happens in the atmosphere and a shooting star passes by my house, and she just so happens to see the same star, think of me, and read this, then I will dedicate this to her. But if not, that's one hundred percent okay because I'm not sure this song is the best one to dedicate to someone considering the lyrics. It's not her, it just explains how I feel overall. Like I'm dying. And since I used to always tell her how I feel this will just continue the tradition so I don't feel like I'm so alone.
I'm not gonna put the lyrics cause they're in the video.
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I-ncredible poet. Much better than me. You're honest when you write.
L-ively. At lest, in the beginning you were. I think you got bored with me after a while. :(
O-ne and only
V-ulnerable in the sweetest way. You would strip down your protective layer when talking to me
E-verything to me. But you knew that. This is just a reminder.
Y-oung but so not innocent. You knew too much. Sexually and just in general. It was...hysterical
O-ptimistic when I wasn't. It always cheered me up. I adored that about you.
U-nderestimated... by everyone. You're stronger mentally, emotionally, and physically than people assume.
But.... it wasn't enough. It was too much. And I miss being overfilled. And I miss you. But I don't think you miss me. Winch is okay. I was... weird. And annoying. So I get that. But I can't help it. It's just the way I am sadly. I wish I could change, be better, but I never talked to anyone so it was never an issue for me until you. You made me wanna be better. But I don't know how. Which sucks but I don't really talk to anyone in school or outside of school anyways so I can shut down and have no one judge me. Which is good.
Kenny is talking in his sleep you guys. I can't sleep I'm up writing this in my closet. O_O
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And now for random grumpy cat meme's. Cause he gets me you guys, he really does.
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