Sometimes, I look at pill bottles and wonder what it would feel like to O.D. Would it hurt? Or would you just lay down and...go...Sometimes, I watch movies about depressed and suicidal people just so I know that there must be someone out there that actually feels this way too.
I haven't always been this way. I haven't always wanted to take the easy way out. I used to be so happy. So content with my life. I had my family, my friends, a big house, food on my plate everyday. But one day, it started gradually slipping away from me. I still had food on my plate, but I wouldn't eat it. My friends called, until they gave up on me. I walked around my big house, pondering where the best place to take my own life would be. Where, if I screamed, no one would hear me.
The only thing I had left was my family. And boy am I glad for it....
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Would it hurt- Hanfic
FanfictionZac's not happy. He used to be, he constantly wonders what happened to him. Why he's like this. Why God let this happen to him. Why can't he just live in the perfect world he dreams of when he isn't dreaming of horrid things like blood and death and...
