Only fools fall

chapter 4

I grabbed my things and rushed to the hospital even though something told me not to. When I arrived a young woman told me I would have to wait in the waiting Area until he was moved to another room. After hours of waiting the lady finally came back but this time what she had to tell me was written all over her face. Rashad was dead. I couldn't help but crying and blaming myself for this. My life was cursed and good things never came to me. I called Rashad's parents and broke the news to them. I didn't even wanna think about burying the one guy that I was falling for but shit got real and this was gone hit me hard. The next couple of weeks I stayed in bed and only got up to shower and eat. My heart was torn in two so how could I take a bunch of people in my face lying about how sorry they were for my fucking loss. Two months had passed and my mom decided it was time for me to go out and move on. The old me may have been up for it but the new me just didn't want to. She forced me to go out and get something to eat so I did. I headed to my favorite restaurant in the baggiest clothes I had. When I arrived I ordered my usual then sat at an empty table. I couldn't help but notice this white guy with green eyes staring at me. I hope he know i ain't into punk ass white boys I need me a thug that's gone drop thousands on me every week. I was so deep in thought that I didn't even see him get out of his chair and sit in the seat across from me. "Hey beautiful, I couldn't help but notice you over here. Could I take you out to dinner sometime? " is he serious?  "Sorry I don't do white boys" I shot back. "Well I ain't your average white boy I can do things that'll make you leak out your jeans." I was starting to feel this dude I mean he had balls. Enough to come in a black girl face and ask her on a date I mean maybe it'll go smooth. "I guess I could consider it, here's my number you text me the day you want the date and I'll text you whatever I feel." With that white boy got up out the seat, winked at me and went about his business. I just might have some fun with him.