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You see

There is no label for the words that I am about to say

Probably because there is no name

No proper name for what has happened

Sure you can call it heart break

Sure you can call it a lose

Sure you can call it all of these things

Whatever it may be to you

But for me

I don't know if I can call it any of that

It may have seemed like it at first

But now

What is it?

Hopefully when I speak these words

And get through this story

I can have a clear understanding of what this all was

But if I can never come to understand it

That is okay too

For I have been living in this confusion the whole time through

I hated it

But now I am okay with living with it

I guess they were right when they say

"Some things are better left unsaid"

Whatever happened may have seemed like a sad story

A sad way of ending

But now

Not it's all just a thing in the past...

Everything shuts down

My heart races

But continues to slow down with every beat

My mind can't comprehend what you say

It doesn't want to

The room spins

But again

I feel like I am frozen

You tell me it's over

Even though you told me it never would be

You took my stars and made them further away from me

You took these words and threw them out

Like it was all a waste for you

Like it was all inconvenient

My heart broke

Not because I was shocked

It broke because I knew it was going to end

Tears run down

It's all in sadness

But yet they are soaking my cheeks

With the sense of relief

Knowing that this is a sign for me to move on

It is such a painful way to do so

But I know that it must happen eventually

I still don't know what to call this

But I can see myself

Moving forward.

+uvF