roman holiday ;; changki

08

even though i'm not by your side right now and i'm still very pissed off because of what you have done, i can't control it and just say that i hate you or that you are the worst.

you have your goddamn reasons to why so suddenly leave me. i still can't fully understand, i'm really trying to.

well, this is not just a simple response to all your emails, it's a try.

a try to start again.

'cause i forgive you. i still love you. i am a fool for you.

and also because i know that in the future we'll be looking for the sunlight or the headlights until our wide eyes burn blind, because i know how much you love just be staring at the sun whenever you are sad.

and i know we'll be lacing the same shoes that we've worn through to the bottom of the line, because it was our first promise; we'd never left each other's side even when we're distant.

and we know that we're still headstrong, and our heart's gone, and the timing's never right.

and even if you hate it, the sentence, those words, the day or whatever, i'm still going to ask you right now: let's get away on a roman holiday, kihyun?