Life is full of disappointments and those who fail are left behind. Those who are amazing always stay ahead. How can I advance to become something in my future if all I want to do is hold on to my innocence. I want to grasp my last years of childhood and never let good, because I feel that even if I soften my hold on my memories, it will never be the same.
I feel as if responsibilities will come piling up like stacks of dirty clothes. I feel that I would be chained up and forced to grow up. What if I don't want to go there yet?
I'm afraid that all be dependent on someone my whole life because even If people leave me for a second I'll feel as if I would crumple down like a house of cards once a single breath is blown.
Innocence can be easily ripped away from anyone. It could be taken away faster than someone can say "Stop".
Once the purity of someone is taken that is when reality hits. That is when babies turn into children, and children to teens, because the purity that was once conserved has been removed and expectations are set amongst these children and teens.This is when we are bound to be labeled. This is when we are considered "losers" or "winners".
No matter what society says we are bound to be labeled. We always are. If it's not for looks, then for status. If not for status, then intellegence. We live in a world where everything has a label. Even the food that we eat has a label to show whether we are healthy or not.
Life has its crazy expectations, and I don't want to be controlled by those expectations yet. I want to live and be free. I don't want to be like everyone else who is growing. I want to keep the responsibility to a minimum and my mind to the maximum level of creativity, because once we grow up things will never be the same.
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Late Night Thoughts
RandomThese are some things that I may think about during the night, because that is when I really question the world. This book is full of rants and thoughts. They may seem crazy and weird, but thats just me.
