Before I go I have a lesson. This is gonna be long soo..
Before you start talking about somebody, please know who they are. So since you wanna talk about me I'm gonna tell you who I really am.
Growing up I didn't have a dad. He had sex with my mom but after he found she was pregnant, he pressured her into abortion. As soon as she said no, he up and left.
All my life, I've been seeing my family die and overdose or suicide. OR ACTUALLY KILLING THEM SELVES BY TAKING THAT JUMP. Hell, since I'm keeping shit 💯, I almost killed myself too. And that ain't shit to play about. I tried stabbing myself in my heart. Drowning myself, even not breathing.
My mom was in a relationship with this guy. He put his hands on me and I was scared to tell anybody. He almost raped me until my momma came home. I kept all my stuff in my diary and accidentally left it open on my bed. When my mom found it, she was shocked and instantly dropped him and threw the book into the pool (I had money in that fucking book mom😒).
I've almost been kidnapped by walking my dog. I'm scared to walk the streets now because I live in Louisiana, (some of you know what I'm talking about...I'm black)
Anything else you wanna know
-Nai
Thanks for reminding me of all the times I tried to kill myself and making me want to do it again.
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