Love & loyalty

1.

Malaysia's POV.

I ran into the bathroom and looked at my messed up face. One of my mother's boyfriend hit me and molested me again.

I got used to it after the fact this been happening since I was 12. I am 17 years old now.

I know you guys are asking "why doesn't she tell her mother"? To answer your question my mother doesn't believe a word I say so its no use.

"Ugh I can not go to school once again with my face all bruised up". I whispered to my self.

I went and laid in my bed for a couple minutes until it was time to get ready to school.

"Wake up bitch time for school and don't forget to get my fix from Rock after school"

My mother said as she threw cold water on me.

I always question myself why I do I go thru the things I do, but I learned that things happen for a reason.

Soon after a while I started heading to the shower. It was really painful to take a shower but I took the pain.

After getting out I put on my undergarments and started looking for clothes to wear.

I look at the time and it was 6:45, I needed to be at school at 7:3O and since I walked I had to leave by 7:00.

I decided on a black hoodie a pair of sweats and my ran through converse.

I didn't have any nice things due to the fact. My mom would sell them to get crack.

I began going downstairs to get a quick breakfast but looked into the fridge and it was empty. I shook my head.

"Hell you shaking your head for? If u would continue doing what I say than I could give you some money"

My mothers boyfriend said in my ear.

I was very disgusted to the point I wanted to throw up. The only person that knew that was going on in my house was my best friend Treena. She was the only friend I had.

I didn't have a phone to call her so we only communicated at school and I was excited to get to school to see her.

I began walking to school til I heard someone yell from a car

"Look at that fat ass bitch don't she go to our school"?

I wanted to cry because all my life I been called fat. My mother used to say "baby your not fat your just eating good" until she got addicted to crack and began making my life hell .

I didn't realize I got to school due to the fact I was trapped in my thoughts.

I walked in and all eyes were on me. I wanted to cry in a hole because I knew exactly what they were saying about me.

It didn't take long for me to find Treena, she was with this popular kid name Josh he was a money-making drug dealer and everyone knew it. Him and his best friend Tremaine were the top 2 best known teens in town. All the girls wanted to be with them and the guys wanted to be like them. I always had a thing for Tremaine but I knew for a fact he wouldn't go for a fact girl like me who fucks her mom's boyfriend.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when Treena yelled my name.

"Girl what you thinking of I been calling your name for the longest!"

She said looking concerned.

"I'm sorry what's up though I missed you"

I said hugging her

"I missed you too Chile you know since you don't have a phone we couldn't talk over the summer". Josh snickered , and i felt my face getting hot and red.

"Josh that's seriously not funny sorry for him but I been meaning to ask josh is having a party tonight and I wanted you to come."

As bad as I wanted to come I know I couldn't, I had to be home at a certain time.

"I can't I'm sorry you know my mom" I said to her.

"Girl please this is senior year and your suppose to be enjoying it your coming whether you like it or not".

I know there would be no winning with Treena so I just nodded my head and said okay.

"Alright girl well I'm going to class i'll see you in lunch" I said as I gave her a hug.

No matter how much a bug Treena is she is my best friend and I love her to death I thought as I walked to my first hour.

"Move out the way fat ass!"

I fell on my butt as josh and his home boys pushed me on the ground. I don't understand why Josh doesn't like me I'm really nice to everyone but I guess no one will ever appreciate that.

I got up and walked into my first hour. I begun counting down the hours left til school ended.