I'm in a spare bedroom in Brendon's house. The bed is comfortable, the food is good, and his mom insisted I stay the night.
Brendon promised he would help me find the boy tomorrow. I didn't mention that I was attracted to him. But speaking of being attracted to, Brendon's life is going great. He told me all about school and how he's moving onto college and he has a girlfriend. His life made me feel a little pity towards myself, but not too much because at least I was alive and healthy. I mean I was malnourished and under weight, but I'm alive.
At dinner Brendon's mom said it looked like I hadn't eaten in months, and she wanted to know who the people that were "taking care of me" were, but I decided not to share that in case she called and made a blowout of the whole thing.
It's good here, it feels safe.
I'm sitting here writing in my journal with a new pen that Brendon's dad gave me, he said the other one looked like it was from the war.
But maybe tonight will be the night I can I finally sleep at least a wink.
Written on Friday
April 15, 2007
In my new pen (black of course)
Tyler Robert Joseph
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Don't leave me alone// joshler
Fiksi PenggemarTyler has been empty his entire life. His only friends are the demons that tell him he's doing everything wrong. He can't live like this anymore, he doesn't want to live anymore. But one person changes that
