Feelings

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Emily's POV

It has been a week since me and Grayson started being official, I haven't been happier. Grayson is amazing, he always cares about me more than himself. Niall has found out about me and Grayson and he isn't impressed, he's been trying to get me back but I'm happy with gray. Niall was my first love and I still have feelings for him, he knows everything about me and he knows my weaknesses he has been using them to try and get me back and it's some how working but I don't want to loose Grayson.

I was in the mall with Kelsey, the one person I dreaded seeing we saw. Niall. I try hiding from him but it doesn't work, we walked faster but he grabbed my arm stopping me,
"Niall your hurting my arm!" I said loudly, he let go of my arm and he grabbed my waist pulling me into a kiss faster than I expected, I tried pulling away from him but his grip only got tighter, I didn't kiss back not even once he eventually pulled away,
"What the hell was that! Niall I don't want you back and I never will why don't you see that?! I'm dating somebody else who I'm happy with! Please leave me alone" he looked at me with a sad expression,
"Emily I love you, if only you knew how many times Grayson has cheated with you this week. I never wanted to sleep with her it was a drunken mistake"

I walked off, Kelsey running to catch up by the time she caught up I was crying.
"Hey! Don't cry over him he's nothing but a fuck boy!" She said engulfing me in a hug, "what...what if he was right about Grayson..?" I replied with a shaky voice,
"Emily you know Grayson wouldn't cheat, he really likes you a lot".

~ skip mall ~

Me and Kelsey was at my house talking about random things like usual.

Grayson - come and hang out with me and the guys I miss you ☹️❤️
Emily - okay but kels is coming and you have to come pick us up ❤️
Grayson - see you in 5 babe 😉❤️

"Grayson's coming to pick us up" i said cheerfully, "wait what?" "Oh I forgot to tell you were going to hang out with gray and his friends" we both laughed and went downstairs.

Grayson - I'm outside babe ❤️

We walked outside and Grayson was parked outside, we got into the car kels in the back per usual. "Hey babe" gray said cheerfully, "hey gray!"

We arrived at his apartment and walked in, Ethan Aaron and Cameron were there and got up to meet kels. We were all just chilling watching movies, me and Grayson cuddling I looked over to see where kels was and to my surprise she was cuddled up with Ethan. I cuddled into Grayson more and he kissed me on the forehead. The film had finished and I could feel Grayson more tense than he was when the film first started, I stood up taking Grayson's hand taking him to his room he had a confused expression on his face. We reached his room and I shut the door behind us,
"What's up?" Grayson asked
"I know something was wrong when we was watching the movie you was tensing up a lot. What was up?"
"Emily.." He said stretching his head back
"Tell me Grayson" I said sitting on the edge of his bed
"Aaron was staring at you the whole time and I guess I got jealous..I don't like other boys looking at you Emily"
"Gray you don't need to worry about me leaving you because the truth is I love you" I said while I walked over to him,
"Y-you love me?" He asked his voice was shaky,
"Yes I do love you Grayson and if you don't feel the same way that's fine but I'm still in love with you and nothing can ch-" I was cut off by Grayson's lips attached to mine, this kiss was different it was full of love and passion.
"Emily I'm in love with you too...please never leave me I don't know what I would do without you" he said letting out a shaky breath,
"I promise I never will" I said wrapping my arms around his neck planting my lips on his and kissing him sweetly.
"I'm gonna talk to Aaron" I said walking out of his room, I walked back to where the others were,
"Aaron could I speak to you"
"Yeah sure" he said getting up and walked with me to the other room,
"So what's up?" He said with a big white smile his hair was messy and his eyes looked so caring and loving, Emily no you can't think this your with Grayson.
"Oh uhm...Grayson was kind of upset cause he caught you looking at me while we was watching the movie and i just think you should leave it because I'm happy with Grayson" I said looking into his brown hazel eyes, they looked like stars in the sky so bright and big,
"Let me do this first" he leaned into my face, I froze still and I couldn't move Aaron swiftly places one hand on my lower back for support and the other caressing my face, he placed his lips on mine and kissed me I didn't kiss back I had to be loyal to Grayson.
"What the hell Aaron! I'm with Grayson you know that!" Grayson must of heard me and he came into where we were,
"Babe what's up?" He asked with a worried expression.
"Uh nothing Grayson I promise, could you drop me and kels back at home?"
"Yeah sure" he said,
"Uhm see you soon Aaron"
"Bye"

"Kels cmon were going!"
"Okay okay" she said her goodbyes to Cameron and Aaron, I watched as she said bye to Ethan and she kissed him I was kind of shocked.

The car ride home was lonely, we got to my house as I was about to get out Grayson grabbed my hand gently,
"Kelsey could we just talk for a minute?"
"Sure" she said cheerfully,
"Emily I know something happened when you was talking to Aaron...please tell me"
"H-he kissed me...I-I Grayson I'm sorry I didn't want it to happen and I didn't kiss back, I just froze I couldn't move I-i I'm sorry Grayson I hate myself!!" I cried into his shoulder,
"It wasn't your fault please don't hate yourself" I looked up at him and a tear rolled down his cheek,
"Grayson don't cry over me" I said wiping the tear away with my thumb, he hugged me and we didn't stop hugging for what felt like a lifetime.
"You better go kels will be wondering where you are"
"I guess so, I love you Grayson" I said that planting my lips onto his and kissing him with as much passion as I could,
"I love you too" he shouted as I walked into my house and I waved to him. I walked up to my room where kels was and laid on my bed faced down,
"What's up em?" Kels said,
"Aaron kissed me and he likes me"
"Did you kiss him back"
"No of course I didn't...but I just can't get him out of my head, his messy hair, his adorable smile, his eyes look like stars. I'm with Grayson but there's something about Aaron I like and I don't know what to do I love Grayson but I like Aaron."
"Well I think you need to sit down with Aaron and Grayson and tell them both how you feel. If you want to be with Grayson then you need to tell Aaron and he needs to move on" she said supportively,
"I guess I will have to" I sighed.

Grayson's POV

I was angry and upset how could one of my best friends kiss my girlfriend, he knows I love her. I got back the the apartment and i slammed the door shut behind me,
"Where is he Ethan?!" I said while Ethan was trying to hold me back I saw Aaron come from one of the rooms with cam, I got out of Ethan's grip and walked over to Aaron I grabbed him by his shirt and pushed him up to the wall,
"What the fuck was you doing with my girlfriend?! Don't fucking touch her Aaron don't ever go near her again!"
"What you gonna do if I do?!" He said back,
"This!" I raised my fist and punched him in the jaw and let go of him, he was holding his face and looked in pain,
"Get out" I said and he walked out of the apartment.
"What the hell Grayson?!" Cameron asked,
"He kissed Emily, do you think I would of just left it?!" I said raising my voice.
"Calm down gray" Ethan said.

A/N - hey guys sorry I haven't updated in a while but here's a new chapter called feelings ☺️ part two coming soon ❤️

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 16, 2016 ⏰

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