I'm Broken: A Septiplier Fanfiction

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Authors note: This fanfiction is heavily inspired by @SeptiplierPhangirlxD 's book, You Saved Me ~Septiplier fanfic~ I haven't finished yet, but it's SO GOOD. You guys should REALLY read it. I love it. I stayed up until midnight reading it. But anyways, I'm not a big fan a pewdiepie, *cue hate comments* so I'm gonna make him the bad guy XD like he was in her book. Now, onto the story...

Jacks POV

We'd been dating for two months now.

He still doesn't know.

He still doesn't know how depressed and close to death I am.

He makes me happy.

I know he loves me.

We've kept our relationship private, so nobody in our highschool really knows, except Mark's close friends.

. . .

Here in LA, even in winter, it's still hot as balls, but yet I'm wearing a sweatshirt, to cover up my arms. I couldn't tell Mark. I knew I'd have to tell him sooner or later, but keep choosing later.

I was sitting next Mark during lunch just having normal conversation like any other normal day.

*So there's this guy, Felix, he's a little bitch if you ask me, but he always gets everyone's secret out, he's kind of a bully, and I'm positive he has a huge crush on my boyfriend.*

Mark and I were doing great at keeping our relationship a secret. I have know idea how, but it got out. It spread through the school like wildfire.

. . .

Wade came running over to our table at lunch all sweaty and out of breath. "Dude, what the fuck? Why'd you come running over here so fast?" I stammered.

Wade had to catch his breath. "Did you tell anyone that you two were.."

Our eyes widened. "The eff? No, how many people know?" I said.

Mark grabbed my arm to try and calm me down and try to take control of the situation. "Uhmm... kinda the whole school knows now. Apparently, uh, Felix, yeah,"

I put my head in my hands. Mark talked to me, "Hey, it's not that big of deal. I mean, the entire school finding out we're gay.. yeah, we're screwed," Mark laughed.

I laughed too. I shrugged. I just had to accept the fact.

. . .

All the entire rest of the day, people kept coming up to us, most of them congratulating us, but some, Felix, insulted and made fun of us. I didn't know what Felix's deal with us was lately.

Finally, the bell for us to home had rung. Mark found me in the hallway and hugged me. I love his hugs. They were warm and inviting. I let go. "You okay, Jack?" I nodded. "You want to come hang at my place today?" I jumped up and got all giddy. "Of course,"

He smiled at me. We started walking to his house. While we were walking, he grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers. Butterflies filled my stomach. We'd held hands, even kissed before, he just made me so happy. I loved him.

We dropped our back packs at the foot of the stairs (with my fingers in your hair, baby this is it! Sorry, reference to the song my first kiss. I just had to XD)

I huffed and laid on his bed. "Long, hot, day,"

"Well why don't you take that sweatshirt off you keep on you 24 / 7?" Mark asked.

I got nervous. I had to make something up, but what? "Uh, uh.. I uh," Mark laughed. "What?"

"You're cute. I love you," Mark came over and kissed my cheek. "I love you too,"