The Triangle Of Scared, Crazy, Love

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**LAURA POV**

"Laura?! LAURA WAKE YOUR ASS UP!!!!"

I fall out of the bed falling on my combat boots.

"Ouch Ashley what the fuck why did you wake me up?"
" because I have something that is gonna make you so happy you might piss yourself....wait scratch that you will piss yourself"
I stand up like and old lady
"What are you talking about?"
She pulls out 2 black veil brides tickets
I scream and almost piss myself I run to the bathroom and do my business
I come back out and she's sitting on my bed laughing at me
"It's not funny how did you get these??"
" I have my ways oh I also have this...."
She pulls out back stage passes
I have to sit down, I start to cry a little bit and hug her the tightest I have ever hugged anyone
"I.....cant.....BREATH"
I let her go and kiss her cheek. I grab 1 ticket and 1 back stage pass and dance around the room with them.
Then I hear the front door open down stair
"LITTLE BITCH GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE"
Great Satan's wife is here aka my mom
I give Ashley a goodbye hug and watch her crawl out of my window
"NOW LITTLE BITCH!!"
I go down stairs and I she her with alcohol in her hand I think it's a bottle of vodka
"OK little bitch this is Evan he might be your new daddy if he doesn't shape up in 3 weeks"
I go upstairs and she yells me back down
"Little bitch say hello to Evan NOW OR NO DINNER"
" I don't eat anyways"
I slam my door and cry I lay on my pillow and pull out the concert ticket and back stage pass I smile and out it back under my pillow
If I end up have a stupid new dad I'm moving out and loving with Ashley
I look at my legs and run my finger up against my cuts
Oh my jinxx there are so many.....and there are about to be more
I pull out my box of blades and grab one that doesn't have much blood on it and start cutting every time I say something I could just feel it going across my leg
I=cut
Dont=cut
Want=cut
A=cut
New=cut
FUCKING=harder cut
DAD=harder cut
I =cut
HATE=hard cut
MY =hard cut
LIFE =hard cut
SO =hard cut
FUCKING =hard cut
MUCH=hard cut
I put my blade away and clean up all of the blood running down my leg with an wet piece of toilet paper
I then lay down and text or person I absolutely love so much to the moon and back
His name is Kyle Crawford he is sweet funny cute charming and I love him

Me: hey had a rough day my mom said I'm gonna have a new daddy I couldn't take it anymore I ran upstairs and started cutting Ik I promised you I wouldn't but I needed to she ruins everything I'm so sorry

Kyle: but I thought I was your daddy lol jk. But it's okay baby girl stay strong I will be there soon just 3 more months and we can live together like we have planned and when I get there I will kiss all of your cute to make them go away

Me: awww thanks babe I'm gonna go to bed goodnight

Kyle: goodnight baby girl I love you stay beautiful
I smile and go softly to sleep
What happened today??

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Hope you guys are liking it so far
I actually have someone like kyle he's so sweet and if you don't have someone like kyle he will come your way I promise
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Xoxo-tori