Riding in the truck with him thinking to myself, 'I can't really believe we just got caught. This shit is crazy. What's going to happen now man?'I was asking myself while all of these thoughts were going through my head. Pulling up in front of my cousin house, he looked at me and said, "Stay here for a minute."When he got out of the truck I broke down and cried, I didn't want him to see me cry. Shaking my head like this is a shame, after about 10 minutes he came back out to the truck. "Come on we staying here,"he said. Scared of what my cousin's reaction was going to be I said, "What?""Man come on,"he said. When we got in the house we went in my cousin's room and sat on his bed. "What's up cuzo?"My cousin said. "Hey,"I said. My cousin starting rolling up. "I'm about to put one in the air,"he said. They started laughing. "Y'all crazy!"I said. He leaned in and gave me a kiss and asked me, "This is what we wanted right?"I nodded my head up and down, in disbelief that he just kissed me and asked me that in front of my cousin. 'My cousin probably knew about us all along.'I said to myself. Looking stupid still asking myself how could I let this happen? I know I love him and he love me too, but is our love worth for everything that's about to go down?
