The Oblivious Jerk

TOJ Intro: Confused

So this is it!!! My first ever story. Here it comes!
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Never in my wildest dreams na naisip kong ganun kadali ang lahat. I thought may patutunguhan yung almost growing love between satin. But with just a snap... Poof! Nawala lahat. We became distant and awkward with each other.

I almost fell. No, scratch that. I really fell for you. BIG TIME!!! But who cares? You didn't bother to look back on me. As if nothing happened between us.

You.being. "The Oblivious Jerk."

Hindi ko talaga alam Kung anong meron sayo eh. Basta basta ka na lang nasulpot. Kuu po kahit sa panaginip ko eh andoon ka. Pwede namang magsabi ka na susulpot ka di ba para at least ready akis?! Hindi yung binibigla moko kasi bumabalik lahat eh. As in LAHAT. From those happy memories to the most painful. Nakakaiyak ka naman eh. Bwisit ka!!!!

Wala na dapat yun eh. Limot ko na yun. Its been hmmm... oh! Mag iisang taon na rin simula nun. Pero lagi ko pa rin naiisip yun. Arghhh. Kainis lang. Wala na talaga sakin yun eh, wala na.
At alam ko ring walang wala yun sayo. Why would you care nga naman if you have her by your side. It's just a one night encounter lang naman. But it destroyed all the things that we have. At leche ang mga kaibigan mo and yeah, mga kaibigan ko for always reminding me of the past. I pretend not to care but the pain you left always hunts me whenever they recall that night. Kakayamot lang at ako lang talaga ang affected. Bwisit naman oh!

Pero paano nga ba humantong yung tumutubo nating pag-iibigan sa pagiging stranger "kuno" ulit?

Yung tipong akala mo wala tayong pinagsamahan kahit meron naman, kahit panandalian lang. Kakapanghinayang lang talaga eh. Walanjo ka kasi. F*ckb*y ka rin eh no? Haayst.

Pero... kanino nga ba talagang kasalanan yun, mine or yours???
Confused lang.