Chapter 16: You're my what?!

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Sorry that's it's been awhile since a new chapter but here it is and I tried to make it more exciting I hope you like it.

~Tanesha~

Myles POV

Feel something Myles. Why don't you feel anything? This feeling wasn't strange to me, I remember feeling this way when my mother died. I remember one day feeling so low, that I didn't know if I were going to be able to get back up, and then the next day I felt nothing, no pain, no sorrow, no nothing. It was different this time because I didn't know why I felt this way, I mean it's not like I had a real reason to be mad a my dad because he's just trying to help me. I walked into my living room and to the fireplace after taking a jog out in the snow, and then Willow came into it and sat down onto the couch. I looked over at her, and my heart began to hurt, it's her. She's the reason I'm why I'm feeling like this, or rather not feeling at all; her rejection was starting to really effect me. Why did she have to reject me, why couldn't she just accept me and let me love her, take care of her, and protect her.

I looked away from her and sat down into the floor, se must have sensed something was wrong because she came to me and tried to comfort me. "What's wrong Myles?" I shook my head, I wanted to be near her, but I also wanted her to be so far away from me so that hopefully I could start feeling something good or bad, whatever. "Why aren't you talking to me, and why are you blocking me from your mind?"

I looked at her, "Sorry."

"What's wrong?"

"You really want to know?" She nodded. I continued to stare into the fire, "You."

She backed away a bit, "What do you mean, me?"

I stood up, "Are you serious? Willow I'm a wolf."

"I know, so am I."

I sighed, "Willow, wolves are are naturally close to their pack, and they do their best to protect, care for, and love our pack, family, and our mates." I looked toward her, "Are you ever going to take back your rejection?" She didn't say anything all she did was did was stare. "I am slowly feeling myself turn Willow."

She finally spoke, "What do you mean turn?"

'She is new to all of this Myles, so she doesn't know any of this.'

"When a wolf is gets rejected by their mate, or their mate dies, depending on the wolf they go into a depression like state and then their wolves take over. Since I'm more powerful than my wolf the process is takin longer but it's still inevitable." She looked at me still confused. "Willow what did your mom do when she lost you dad?"

She looked at the dark wooded floor, "She stopped speaking to me, to everyone. Whenever I tried to speak she would just look at me an look away, it was like se had nothing to live for, no even me."

I wanted so badly to hug my mate, to comfort her so I could make her feel better and to get the thoughts and feeling that were flooding through her out if her head. But I couldn't because I needed to tell her what was in my mind, "Exactly, now imagine that but three times worse. As a wolf what we feel is tripled, now you're not dead but I'm still feeling like how your mom felt. That depression feeling I told you about is setting in and a much as I hate to say this, to add onto the hurt you're already feeling; it's because if you. The look in her eyes changed from sadness to hurt, I could feel her hurting and it was even worse knowing that I was the one who had caused that hurt but it had to be said. "Willow?"

She looked up at me, "I'm sorry."

I knew she was telling the truth because I could feel her sorrow. "I know. Willow, are you going to take back your rejection?"

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