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karma x suicidal reader

KARMA X SUICLDEL READER

Be warned you may cry reading this if so I am so sorry

"Bitch."

"Slut."

"Whore."

(Y/n) (y/l/n) has heard these words her whole life but when she got transferred to class 3-E it only got worse. Her friends from class 3-A beat her, called her bad names, and bulled her in every which way. As a result she cut her self and one time attempted suicide, but thankfully koro-sensei stopped her.

Flash back

The (y/h/c) girl stood at the edge of the cliff thinking about her life and how no one cared about her, and believing that she was just a waste of space. She remember putting a note on koro-sensei desk telling him what she was planning on doing.

Dear koro-sensei

Please don't worry if you don't see me in class today I will proubly be some were better by the time you read this. It is not your fault I'm not fit for the land of the living. I realise now that I'm just a waste of space that doesn't deserve to live. You were a wonderful teacher and a fun person to be around my only regret is having to kill you. I am sorry if I couldn't make it to class I have tried my hardest to be strong, but I guess all this presser finally got to me. All I can really say is thank you for all ways believing in me, and I'm sorry.

From your always and forever friend

(Y/n)(y/m/n)(y/l/n)

Koro-sensei pov.(still flash back)

As I read the note (Y/N) left for me I felt something I haven't felt for a long time. Sadness for I had no clue this is how she had been feeling all along. I felt all of my students eyes on me as I finished reading the note. "Hey koro-sensei are you ok you haven't said a word ever since you picked up that piece of paper?" asked nagesa. "Yes nagesa I am fine. Now I want you all to have a silent study hall while I step out for a bit." I said to my class. The reason I did not tell them why I was leaving was because I knew that they would get upset (y/n) is like a little sister to them and I, and if they ever found out what she was planning on doing hey would never forgive her. I have to stop her, and I know exactly where she is the cliff she is going to jump. So I left to stop her going at mock 20 to the cliff.

3rd person POV

(y/n) knew that as soon as koro-sensei read the note he would come at mock 20 to save her so she would have to jump now. And that is exactly what she did as she was falling she felt a gust of wind go right past her. 'strange why would there be an extra gust of wind unless....KORO-SENSEI'(y/n) thought but before she knew what happed she felt her self-land on something soft, but sticky. She turned her head to see her teachers head right next to her, but instead of the normal happy yellow color that he normally was he was a deep blue with a frown on his face and it looked like he was crying. "(Y/n) that was a stupid Idea you should not go and attempt to kill yourself and have no valid reason for it. You are a strong, smart girl with a big heart, but you always where is on your sleeve, and you are sometimes to dense to realize that everyone cares about you. I am sure that the rest of the class would agree with me if I had told them. So please tell me why you would do something like that." Koro-sensei lectured the (y/h/c) haired girl. All (y/n) did was look at him sadly and start her story "koro-sensei in order to understand why I am doing this you must first understand why they put me in the End class," the alien just gave her a nod letting her continue her story. "I have always suffered from a bad case of depression ever since my parents abandoned me three years ago. When I moved here from (country) I had no friend and everyone would pick on me. So when I stared class 1-A my depression was worse, but then I started to make friends and they helped me through it. For two full years I was happy, but then the news of me going to e-class made my life a living hell. All the people that I thought were my friends started to bully me physically and mentally. Then my depression came back. After five months of being told horrible thing I finally decided it was time to die. So now here we are I think you know the rest." (y/n) took a shaky breath after saying all that trying to calm herself. After awhile of silence koro-sensei spoke "(y/n) I won't tell the class of this but I don't want you to try some thing like this again. Promise?" The (y/e/c) eyed girl just looked at him with a sad smile and said "promise."

End of flash back

It has been one month after that incident and now (y/n) was standing in front of the mirror with blood shot eyes and a bottle of pills in her hand 'I'm sorry koro-sensei but I need to break my promise.' She never told anyone about this in fear that they would abandon her just like her mother and father did three years ago. She only had two friends' karma and nagesa, but she always believed that they were just her friends because they needed her to help kill koro-sensei. As she looked in the mirror she had just gotten to unscrewing the lid to the pills she heard the lock on her front door turn "hey (y/n) I'm here you ready." Yelled the one person she never wanted to find out about this karma askaben her crush and best friend. The (y/h/c)net girl looked up startled 'shit I forgot that karma was come in over for video games I'll have to do this quick then.' (y/n) thought as she brought the container to her lips. Just as she was about to tip them all into her mouth the door to the bathroom burst open. And there stood the boy she loved with a worried look on his face which quickly turned to shocked then sacred. (y/n) didn't know what happened next but next thing she knew was that she was on the floor with a very worried looking red head on top of her looking in her mouth to make sure she had not swallowed any of the pills. "Did you swallow any?" he said in a frightened voice. When she didn't respond he yelled "How many dam it?" she looked at him with tears in her eyes and said "none you stopped me before I could." With that he broke down, picked her up, and hugged her "Never do that again. If you think for a moment that no one will miss you when you're gone think again everyone from class will miss you. I will the most." (y/n) tried to get out of his grip but he held on tight. "Why? Why do you care what happens to me I'm just a nobody that no one loves." the (y/h/c) haired girl said. "Your wrong (y/n),"karma said "you are so wrong because I do. I love you so much it would kill me if you died. So please (y/n) don't do it. Please." As soon as he said those three words (y/n) stopped struggling, and looked up at him with hopeful eyes. "Y-you love me?" she said is a shaky voice not believing her own ears. "Of course I love you, Baka!" he replied then before she could say anything he shut her up by smashing his lips on hers in a heated make out session. It took (y/n) a little while to proses what was happening, but as soon as she did she instantly kissed back. When the need for air became too great they parted. "do you understand now (y/n) if you die, I die. " panted karma. "Yes I understand. And I love you too karma." Said (Y/N) once they regained their breath. "Now about those video games." (y/n) asked. "of cores love as long as you will be my girlfriend." Karma said in a teasing matter. "yes I will now let's go play video games." (y/n) cheered as they walked out of the bathroom and into the living room.

Let's just say the next day they had a lot of explaining to do to the whole of class 3-E.

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OH MY GOD WHY DID I WRIGHT THIS. O.O O.O

I am sorry my little marshmallows. I promise the next one will NOT be a bad one.