"I Don't Care"
I'm gonna lose this game
I've got no poker face
I'm not designed for this, this, this
If I could speak in code
I wouldn't be so bold
I can't control my lips, lips, lips
I've never been so alone
I tend to be too loud but
I'm not ashamed of my words
Clearly I'm gone and I'm going
Into the deep end
Far over my head
It's so unfair
I'm gone and it's showin'
All over my skin
Everyone knows
Gone and it shows
But I don't care
How do you make me smile
Simply by tellin' the time
You got the zealous eyes, eyes, I
I could just stare all day
Lay there and melt away
I'm such a helpless case, case, case
I've done away with my pride
They say I'm out of my mind
Can't even say it's a lie
Clearly I'm gone and I'm going
Into the deep end
Far over my head
It's so unfair
I'm gone and it's showin'
All over my skin
Everyone knows
Gone and it shows
But I don't care
Going, going, going, going
Into the deep end, into the deep end
Going, going, going, going
Far...
Clearly I'm gone and I'm going
Into the deep end
Far over my head
It's so unfair
I'm gone and it's showin'
All over my skin
Everyone knows
Gone and it shows
But I don't care
Sitting here just laying on his chest. I feel so.....secure and safe. Hearing his heartbeat i got the best idea. A beat popped into my head as i listened to his heart. Boom tump tump tump bamp toom tump boom. Like code. I couldnt just sit there and ignore the fact that a song was running through my head. I hopped up and sprinted past tanya towards my vanity where i usally warm up my vocals before show time.
I grabbed my notepad and pen and started jotting down everything that came to mind.
I'm gonna lose this game
I've got no poker face
thats all i got down before he came into the room making me smile another bar came into my head
Im not designed for this I looked up at him. Its like he was my own personal human lyric book. I gave him a small smile before writing down the next line i had in miind. I heard footsteps coming toward me. Looking up i found a smiling handsome Nayvadious Damn he was fine. He sat next to me and slighty glanced at my notepad." What you writin'?" i shifted over in my seat before answering him.
"i dont care" Thats what i was gonna name the song when i finished. I knew what the song was gonna be about already. forbidden love. That was it. He gave me off some type of vibe that everything that he has done was forbidden. So thats what i was gonna give out.
" ummmm excuse me"
He looked at me funny like he felt offended and slightly hurt. I sighed a long dramatic sigh before telling well more like explaining the song or tittle to him.
" thats what im writing.....i dont care...im writing some lyrics to a song i just got inspiration for. The way i was listening to your heart beat it had me in a trance something so "magical" i looked up at him shocked that he felt the same way.He chuckled lightly and smiled before grabbing my hand. Kissing my knuckles lightly he said to me "let me show you what some real inspiration looks and feels like"
Short I know I just had to get that chapter out if the way before ellle got some DICK in her life (lmao)
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32 flavors
Random"You seem different Nayvadious" He looked over at her. "Oh Elle I might be exactly just that but not in a good way." She sighed pulling away from him. "You aren't making this easy. It's as simple as choosing your favorite ice cream flavor" Wiping...
