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30 June 2016, 8:04 pm

When I was a kid, I thought time was a bitch.

Well— I still think time is a bitch.

It's the first day of summer vacation. I can't believe we made it. A few more months, and we'll go our separate ways for college.

I didn't even get to hug you goodbye yesterday. You left as soon as the graduation ceremony ended. I ran as soon as I saw you walking through the parking lot. You were about to get in the car when I shouted your name. You looked at me and waved before turning back.

I'm scared we won't talk anymore. I'll be moving in my dorm in a few days, and you'll be staying here, a few hours away from my new university.

I can't believe this is goodbye. I know we aren't anything more than friends, but deep down, I still hope.

It's inevitable we'll drift apart once college starts.

I wish for a lot of things, and getting to spend more time with you is one of them.

But as I said, time's a bitch.

I just want to say, thank you. For everything.

I never expected that we'll end up like this. You were my surprise. My unexpected hurricane. My eternal catalyst. My twisted melancholy.

And you'll always be.

-V.X

P.S If only...