The thing is that it's like if she doesn't even notice me. I guess that now I finished by getting used to it.
I mean she is never here, she's literally always at my grandfathers house and it just kills me because I feel like she does not care about me. She is never here and because of that, I think that maybe this would not hurt her, plus she did not even give me something for my birthday, my dad yeah, my BROTHER yeah and my aunts yeah but her NO!
