Moving On (Sequel to Bully)

Chapter 19: Please..

Hey guys so sorry haven't updated in a looongg time. I've been struggiling. Grades, parents, friends or so called friends. Well here we go.

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Jesy's POV

I woke up on my bathroom floor with dry blood on my arm. I was confused, but then I remembered everything. Louis, George, and worst of all the media. I haven't even checked my phone yet. I can already imagine all the hate from directioners. I got up and turned the shower on, letting the water come on my cut. It was warm and relaxing which is what I needed right now. I got out after a couple of minutes and dried off leaving my natural hair down. I grabbed my jeans,sweater,keys, phone and my sunglasses to shield myself from any attention. I went to my car and silently prayed that when I turned my phone on I wouldn't get notifications like crazy. I pushed the power button and instantly I saw the notifications like crazy. Tweets, texts and more. I opened my texts first and saw about fifty from Louis.

Babe I'm sorry. I love you....

That's the one that got me but I decided to push it away and read the rest. More apologies. I didn't want that. I wanted him to trust me. How the fuck could he accuse me of cheating when he was with Eleanor? Twitter was still blowing up like crazy so I opened that and the first thing that opened up was top trends.

#PoorLouis

#DirectionersHateJesyNelson

#DieJesyNelson

Wow those were the top three.

I did want to die. THere's never been a time where I didn't want to die. I want to be someone who doesn't care, but I'm just not. Just like Harry says. Shit. Harry. He probably thinks I destroyed Louis and so do the rest of the boys.

I started my car and drove to the hotel the boys were currently at. I stopped myself before I even went in. If I went in I would have to see Louis and I love him, I do, but I just can't , not now at least. He did some pretty hurtful things and I wish he trusted me. I wish everyone knew how I felt.

Making a U-Turn I left the parking lot and went to a library. I would always o to libraries when I was bullied. It helped me with keeping clam. What can I say. I was a fat nerd who was bullied by the Louis Tomlinson. And deep down he said he stopped and he did. For a while at least. he played with my emotions and he didn't trust me. He made me believe a guy was actually interested in me, but it was all a lie.

Twitter may be a place where people get behind the screen and hate, but some things are true or at least are going to be.

Directioners may be hateful, but I now they are just teenage girls trying to meet their idols and have their dreams come true. So why not?

Why not make the #DieJesyNelson come true...

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Sorry for shortness and spelling errors I'm using my iPod. I'll try and update more often 😊😊😊