"I don't wanna see, I don't wanna see anything
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be lost again
I don't wanna walk, I don't wanna walk far from You
I just wanna live, I just wanna live like You do
As I stumble to the light of grace-"
I cut off my alarm lazily laying back down on my soft warm bed its the last time i will be able to sleep in this bed for a while want to know why? oh because i'm moving to Daytona beach Florida from Maryland when my mom asked if i wanted to move i denied at first but then i thought about it for like 1.5 seconds and i hurried and texted her back real quick.
like hell ya i want to move i can't stand it here living here any longer would have drove me up a wall doing a back flip landing on my neck and dying i would have lost my mind living here any longer really i think i need a new atmosphere living here was never where it was at after like a few years i so wanted to go i was ready to get the hell out of this hell and to think i was ready to turn that down oh i'm so glad i thought about it for a good second.
I don't like it here because for one i get picked on and these people will say that its fucked up but they laugh like what the fuck and bare with me it's mainly all the fuck boys here and they only want sex. Now don't get me wrong i don't care if they get chlamydia that's their dicks okay they want to be all about their sex they can be all about that disease to because the girls aren't mostly clean here they are willing to bounce they ass for some cash that's the sad thing dating a drug dealer to get money get pregnant by them and all they do is basically cuss ya ass out and you looking stupid because he won't provide like bitch of course what was you expecting anyways getting off topic.
My name's Crystal yes indeed Crystal Lein i'm Africanese (African American/Chinese) yeah my dad's the Chinese on mom's African American Indian so yea i'm 17 last year in high school and i'g going to be boarding a plane in 2 hours basically so let me get to then shall I. As i got out the bed i went into the bathroom and turned on steaming hot water and watched as the steam fogged the mirror and i stripped out my clothes and got into the shower the water felt so nice on my skin it woke me up even though i turned on this hot ass water it still is burning the shit out of me so i'm basically all the way at the edge of the tub because i wasn't thinking straight and decide to turn the water to hell temperature and have it melt my damn skin off so i'm leaning to the faucet handle so only my arms are getting hit with those fire pellets we call hot water i turned to hot but not steaming hot enough hot so that my body won't melt and got to washing,, I got out the shower i take long showers like i'm so serious i got out the shower it took 35 minutes and i got dried off and dressed into some loose cargo shirt my all time favorite "How many licks does it take?" shirt and my sun hat them hats that's open not like a snapback but you should know.
I wrapped the sun hat around my blond and brown dreads grabbed my phone my teddy bear Strawberry and my bag with my laptop in it. ready for my flight going downstairs to put my flipflops on and so i don't have to go through much except my eyebrow piercing when i get to the security monitors and what not.
Man i'm so bad at introduction like i said i'm Crystal Lein i'm strictly clitly aka very gay i love me some cat okay back on topic i do a little Break dancing, Song writing, Rapping, Drawing i do Tattoo's i have 5 of them i'm a beginner but they are pretty good i may say not to shabby i kind of have a light country accent somewhat from living in South Carolina for a while man i missed it when it was thick my cousin says it does sound as thick as it use to but hey but i wasted enough time to get on this two hour flight and go.
