My Other Half (Ongoing)

Pak Ganern

Jane's POV

I'm just an ordinary girl. Yeah. Alam kong hindi ako cool. I literally don't fit in. And I guess I never will.

I have a few friends. They're my cool neighbors, pero sadly hindi kami sa iisang school nagstu-study. They're only three. Yup! Tatlo lang sila. Naniniwala kasi ako sa "quality not quantity" eh.

By the way, ako nga pala si Jane Edelyn Marquez. Pero madami akong name sa labas. I allow my close friends to call me "Taba", "Piggy", "Chubz", at "Baboy". Kaya pag tinawag mo ko sa ganung mga pangalan tas di tayo close... Hmmmmm SHUT UP KA NALANG! Jane nalang okay?

Oh well so much for that. Actually I'm a third year college student. Nag-aaral sa Philippians Christian College taking up Bachelor of Elementary Education major in Special Education. Haba nuh? Well, eto kasi yung mga sabi-sabi nila:

Pag maganda ka raw, TOURISM.
Pag magaling ka magluto, HRM.
Pag matapang ka, CRIMINOLOGY.
Pag magaling ka manghula, PSYCHOLOGY.
Pag mahilig ka sa numbers, ENGINEERING.
Pero kapag panget ka, EDUCATION!!!

HELL NOOOOO!!! Papatayin ko talaga ang nagsabi nyan! Hindi naman ako panget noh? Mataba nga lang. Ika nga sa post na nakita ko sa Tumblr: "I'm fat, you're ugly. I can do diet, what can you do?" Oh diba SPG? SUPER PAK GANERN!

Haaaaaay! So much of these echos introduction. Magda-drama muna ako guys ha?

I am alone here in the library. Wala akong kasama, wala akong katabi, at higit sa lahat wala akong kausap. Naka-upo lang ako ngayon, nagsa-sound trip. By the way I'm listening to "Back to December" by Taylor Swift. Sabi ko nga diba magda-drama ako?

Nung December kasi ng Christmas vacation ako tumaba eh. Well actually guys, just so you know, I was never fat since I was a kid. Nung last sem nga eh payatot pa ako. From 45 kilos to 60 kilos real quick! Amazing right? All because of that Christmas and New Year chibugan. Kaya nga Back to December diba? Because I regretted the day where I started eating too much and procrastinate that I didn't even recognized and realized that I wasn't being careful with my health. Grabe ang weight gain ko. I felt so useless. Feeling ko pasan ko ang mundo. Well yeah, like literally, everything became so heavy. Second floor nga lang ang inaakyat ko sa school grabe na ang panting and sweating ko. Fourth floor lang feeling ko lutang na ako. Buti nalang third year na ako, that means wala na akong P.E. Eh nasa 10th floor pa naman yun tapos bawal pa gumamit ng elevator. Edi super duper patay na ako pag nangyari yun?

Haaaaaaay. I want to be healthy and fit again. I want to bring back the old Jane. Naubos ko na nga lahat ng savings ko kakabili ng mga bagong damit. From 26 na waist line to 32! Interesting diba? My old uniform wouldn't even fit me. My dad couldn't even believe na I could gain so much weight in a short span of time. Ako nga rin I can't believe eh!

Everyday, every night, I keep watching every YouTube videos about "How to Lose Weight". I even completed all the videos of Extreme Weightloss Make-over by Chris Powell just to be motivated. But yeah, it's easier said than done. Ang hirap! I tried to exercise but I can't! Ang daling sumakit ng mga joints ko! Ayoko! Hindi ko kaya! I tried to be a vegetarian but I really can't help it! Ang bango ng burgers, spaghetti, at adobo ni mommy! Now tell me? Paano ako papayat nito?

HELP ME LOVIEEEESSSS!

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A/N: Hi guys! Excuse any typographical errors or wrong grammars nga pala. Honestly, this is my first story. I hope you liked it! Comment guys if ipapagpapatuloy ko ba to. I know some of you guys can relate. Don't forget to vote ha? I love you all. Update ako agad pag may nagsuggest na ipagpatuloy. Mwuaaa :-*